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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury that sounds like a good plan sweet. I know it's easier said than done but maybe you could talk to her about how you feel.

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I don't know if I'd be comfortable @MissGremlin

I don't know what I'm going to talk to her about this time. I feel lost for things to share with her...because when there isn't connection I just...clam up. I'll just wing it and see what comes up.

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@NightFury can completely understand not feeling comfortable, i know i wouldn't.

I hear you, winging it is an option. Hoping it goes as ok as it can for you sweet.

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I'm hoping it goes as okay as it can too @MissGremlin I finished the last appointment feeling frustrated.

Do you have plans for tomorrow?

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@NightFury that's the worst when you leave an appointment feeling frustrated.

i don't have any plans for tomorrow but i will need to go to the shops in the afternoon.

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I compare it to how I left my appointment with my counsellor last week @MissGremlin she made me feel uplifted. Maybe I shouldn't compare though.

I hope your trip to the shops goes smoothly for you.

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@NightFury it's hard when one thing can leave you feeling uplifted while another can leave you feeling frustrated.

Thankyou sweet.

I just made myself a wrap but I'm not even hungry.

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I have steak and veggies on, but I haven't had much of an appetite today either @MissGremlin but we should probably both try to eat something. What do you think?

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@NightFury steak and veggies sounds yummy. And yes we both should try to eat something.

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I have carrots and peas, and corn on the cob and air fried roast potatoes. Then I have a little piece of Scotch Fillet steak. @MissGremlin

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