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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thankyou sweet @NightFury ❤️.

Sounds like an easy day for you. Is it a normal day for students to return tomorrow?

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No @MissGremlin we're still asking parents to keep children at home if possible. So, it should be similar to today.

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@NightFury at least it should be another quiet day. But hopefully things are sorted soon so kids can get back to school.

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I have an appointment with my psychologist after work tomorrow @MissGremlin I was going to reschedule, but I forgot and now it's too late.

I'm apprehensive about attending.

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@NightFury oh that sucks.

What's making you apprehensive about going to it?

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I don't feel like there's a connection @MissGremlin

I feel like everything's very distant and clinical. It makes it hard to be genuine and open and to feel like I can trust her.

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@NightFury ok, i can understand that. Is it possible to try another psychologist? I know it can take time to find the right fit.

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She is the second one I've tried @MissGremlin and I feel like...it's my fault if I keep switching and changing. Like...there's something wrong with me, as to why I can't settle.

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@NightFury it's definitely not your fault or an indication that anything is wrong with you. We don't click with everyone we meet and the same goes with psychologists and therapists. How many times have you seen this psychologist?

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I've seen her twice @MissGremlin tomorrow will be our third appointment. Maybe I'll attend and see how it goes. Then I can make a decision from there?

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