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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thankyou @NightFury ❤️. Oh that sucks about the power. I hope you are able to sleep sweet, but know that I'm around if you can't and want to chat.

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Oh that is rough @MissGremlin, sometimes it's hard not to go into shutdown hey. Sounds like you did what you needed to do, and I'm glad you got in touch with a friend along the way 💜

Hope the appt is what you need it to be 😊

Oh sorry to hear it @NightFury - hugs coming atcha

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Hold me together hugs @Jynx

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Thankyou @Jynx, just need things to settle down for a bit, long enough to catch my breath. I've been crying over silly little things lately when I'm not really one to actually cry.

Must be gentle with myself as hard as it is sometimes.

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I’m farquing exhausted @Jynx. 6 weeks preparing to leave this place, while trying to find housing, social worker support etc.

Found a psychologist got a Telehealth appointment Thursday.

When I get a place to live, I’m going to sleep for a very long time and only answer the door if someone has pancakes 🥞

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@NightFury since I live alone, it can be hard sometimes when I'm feeling super fragile - my psych suggested I hold my hand over my heart, like a self-hug. So on top of the virtual hugs from your forums pals, you can also give yourself a heart-hug! It does soothe slightly, I reckon 😊

@MissGremlin oh big mood! I must be entering luteal phase because my emotions are rampant at the moment, like crying-over-literal-spilled-milk levels sometimes 😅 Solidarity and strength to you hun 💜

@Glisten housing stress is no joke!! It's right there near the bottom of Maslow's hierarchy for a reason, hey! Aww fingers crossed for you to be into a new place lickety split, so you can go full-hermit-mode as long as needed (and feast upon pancakes, of course!) 😋

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@Jynx big mood indeed 😂. Oh I feel that, crying over the silliest things. Like honestly get your sh!t together woman is what I tell myself 😂. Thankyou sweet Jynxy and sending hugs your way too ❤️.

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Hey @MissGremlin just wanted to drop by to say I have been thinking of ya!

Saw this the other day, was just a random dog post I saw online- how cute!! It def made me smile, thought of ya and thought you’d get a boost from it too 😊

The owner dressed him up for Halloween in a stitch costume!! My heart still melts with how cute he is lol

 

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Thanks @REDLINEZ750 so far pain free, I am hoping to keep it that way until I have my gallbladder removed within the next two months.

Yes I remember him. He was a potato farmer if I remember correctly. He had a different running style, in that he would shuffle along. If I did long distance running, I would be shuffling along too. Or crawling along. Lol

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Thankyou @Chasingsunsets ❤️.

Awww what a gorgeous pup and dressed as stitch, absolutely adorable 😍. Thankyou for sharing with me and it definitely made me smile 😊.

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