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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Jynx i actually can't remember when the appointment is as i wasn't in a great frame of mind when they rang. But I'll get a text message a couple of days before it. It's with a whole new person but I have my appointment on Monday with the other counsellor that I've already spoken to twice.

It's been a tough couple of days but I know the worst is still yet to come. Which is why I'm trying to reach out to hopefully surround myself with as much support as possible.

Again please know I'm safe for the moment.

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@MissGremlin I'm so glad to hear that you are increasing your support hun. It can feel easier to self-isolate than to admit we're not doing okay. I think you're super brave 😊

And fingers crossed you find a good match when the appt rolls around. Are you looking forward to your Monday appt?

Thank you for letting us all know that you're safe, it really helps to hear 💜

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Hi @Jynx @MissGremlin @Shaz51

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Hello and hugs @NightFury. @MissGremlin 🥰

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@Jynx oh I did self isolate first which is why I didn't post here for almost 2 days. I was worried that I wouldn't be able to post with a recovery focus or remember to confirm my safety which would have resulted in me getting in trouble. So I chose to shutdown instead which was a big mistake really cos things spiralled quickly. But i did reach out to my friend and told her how I was feeling.

Yes i am keen for the appointment on Monday, there's alot to talk about and things to unpack.

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, how are you going?

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Hello beautiful @Shaz51, thankyou ❤️

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I'm not doing well @MissGremlin but I'm safe.

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@NightFury i hear you my sweet and I'm very much the same. Sending you hugs, I'm here for you ❤️.

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Hugs, my friend @MissGremlin

The power's just gone out here and is apparently out for a while. So, I've just hopped into bed. First night sleeping without the lights on since I was broken into.

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