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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury you've done well my sweet, I'm proud of you for getting through it.

How are you feeling?

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Thank you for your support @MissGremlin

I don't know...

Headachey, tired, worried, stuck in my head, relieved that it's done, over analysing my answers and what I should have said that I didn't....

All that stuff.

How's your day been?

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Hey @MissGremlin 🫶

How are you today?

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@NightFury you're welcome my sweet ❤️.

I can understand all of those feelings sweet, it's been a big day. I know it's easy to get stuck on over analysing things and questioning things you could have said or done differently. But it's over now sweet, you got through it and you've done the best you can ❤️.

My days been a mixture of things, I'm stuck in my own head but for different reasons. But it's ok, none of my problems have any impact on me being here to support you and others 😊.

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Hello @AuntGlow, ok so before I answer this question please know that I'm safe.

Today has been crappy, I've been in pain, stuck in my own head with SI and urges to SH, I've been let down and left disappointed, angry and frustrated.

But despite all of that I've still tried to find some positives in amongst all the negatives. It's not easy, it sucks and it's exhausting.

How are you doing today?

@NightFury

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As I said this morning @MissGremlin

I'm here if you want to vent, or to chat. ❤️

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Thankyou @NightFury my sweet. I'll tag you in.

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Thankyou for sharing.

It does suck and it is exhausting @MissGremlin I hear you.

What I think is amazing and it shows the progress you've made, is that you are able to find some positives. I know how hard that can be, when things are tough and the SH and SI knock on the door.

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@NightFury despite it all I still took Casper for a walk this morning, did a little bit of my puzzle, had a little something to eat and had a nap to catch up on what little sleep I got last night. Oh and I had to go to the shops. I've just put the bins out and done the dishes aswell.

I am very much looking forward to my bed tonight and just being able to relax with Casper by my side.

@AuntGlow

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You've achieved a lot today @MissGremlin

Be proud of yourself for that!

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