FORUMS

Connect with people who understand what you are going through, seek advice and surround yourself with support. We're free, anonymous, and professionally moderated 24/7.

  • 47,612Members
  • 1,358,869Posts
  • 1,400,000Visitors
Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

13216 replies

6,061 - 6,070 of 13,216

In response to: Battles

Re: Battles

@Jynx that sounds like a lot of cleaning or ( thinking about doing) haha 😂 your a dancing one too didn't think you would be a dancer.

No I don't haven't really done any crafty things the last thing I've done was a drawing somewhere on here auntie glow wanted too see

What about you? Any crafty stuff? Also do you know what a dimoo world is?

In response to: Battles

Re: Battles

@Jynx I don't even have a journal to write things in, i don't like writing things down just incase it's ever found by someone. It's just a memory I'll hopefully treasure in my head.

I'm nervous about tomorrows appointment with the counsellor. Not quite sure what I want to say to her.

In response to: Battles

Re: Battles

@Sunnyside226 haha you know she'll probably get you to do something silly again next year 😂.

They really do go too fast, I'm not ready for the weekdays yet 😂.

Thing is with the list is that you no sooner get everything done and then have to start all over again 😂.

What's your plans for the week?

In response to: Battles

Re: Battles

Hello lovely!

How are you and Casper today? @MissGremlin 💖

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

Hello @AuntGlow, Casper is doing well. I'm ok, just sort of feeling a bit at the moment. You know when everything just hits at once and leaves you feeling just a mixture of everything. Anyway, how are you sweet?

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@Sunnyside226 hehe yeah I love to dance! @MissGremlin and I are both big Drum & Bass fans - excellent music to have a boogie to!!

Not much crafting lately, I have been gradually cutting out pictures of moths to turn into magnets haha. Had this cool moth poster that got torn (ironically, it was because there was a real moth on the wall next to it that my cat Trixie was chasing - I held her up to it and she swiped, missed, and took half the poster down 🤣) so decided to turn it into art!

No idea what Dimoo is??

@MissGremlin speak from the heart? Tell her you still feel a little uncertain?

I know you'll figure it out hun 🤞💜

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@Jynx I'll just have to take it as it comes tomorrow and see what happens.

Today's been 6 years since I had to put one of my dogs down, she was my first baby that I got. I still miss her so much.

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

Ohhhh don't encourage her 😂😂😂 I'm sure she'll find something stupid for me to do next time ( my face right now 😑😫🥴)

Boo weekdays lol

Yep also finished then do it again and again never stops never finishes 😑

Soo glad I don't have kids yet picking up toys 1000 times a day too would drive me mad lol 😆

@MissGremlin plans for week are

Sleep. Work. Seeing some mates, most likely dealing with sis and her mood swings haha. What are your plans?

Have you ever been to a bull riding show?

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

Ohh other dancer that's good to know

What kind of songs you dance too? Drum and bass music sound nice

That sounds cool about your poster

How's Trixie going? Any bigger from last time you showed me pics?

I'll show you a pic of what that is next time your on @Jynx

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@Sunnyside226 haha siblings 😂.

I agree, boo weekdays indeed lol

It just never stops. Haha yes picking up after kids, clean one room while they trash another 😂.

Sounds like a fun week ahead for you 😂. I do hope it all goes ok though and you enjoy your time with your mates ☺️.

I don't have any plans other than an appointment with a counsellor tomorrow. Hopefully I'll just be working on my puzzle while listening to music.

No i have never been to one.

6,061 - 6,070 of 13,216