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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I'm happy to chat

Mmm yeh well I thought I did rip my pants I didn't. Haha. That class was soo hard never ever ever doing it again lol my sis was laughing so hard I did everything wrong the teacher Person kept telling me how to do it. Haha 😂.

Ohh the boring old adult life jobs lol

@MissGremlin that's the never ending list lol. Is it still thunderstorms where you are?

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@Sunnyside226 bahaha sounds like you were great entertainment for them 😂.

Ahhh it's never-ending that's for sure.

Supposedly have a thunderstorm coming later tonight i believe. It's been warm here today but the temperature has started to drop.

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@MissGremlin oooh what sort of memory?

Yay for touching grass!! Hehe

Hey @Sunnyside226 how are you? Been a while since we've chatted!!

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@Jynx so it was triggered by someone playing a guitar and somehow I had the memory of my Poppa playing the guitar with me sitting on his knee. I have no memories of him as he passed away when I was 3 or 4 years old. But it was freaky, I could literally see myself sitting there with him. It made me all emotional and I started crying.

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Hahah 😂😂 well someone had too LoL. To be fair I had no clue what to do my sis wasn't helpful. I know she wanted to make me look like a clown haha

It's always when you think your done cleaning you then sit down something else comes to mind 😂

That's good the temperature drop

Right now it's like I'm living in a sauna 😂 @MissGremlin can't believe tomorrow is Monday again ahh

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Oh wow @MissGremlin that is so, so special. Memory is so whacky like that haha. Happy for you 😊

Do you have any songs that remind you of him?

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@Jynx it was just very unexpected. No there's no songs that remind me of him.

The only picture I have of him is when he built a bike for me and i was standing there with him and the bike. But I don't even remember that, I only know cos of the picture.

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@Sunnyside226 well at least you've done it now. Wonder what she'll get you to do next 😂.

Yes, sit down then look around and see something else you need to do 😂.

The weekend here has been so warm but the week ahead is cooler and rain on the way.

Honestly I'm not sure how it's Monday tomorrow, I think i blinked and missed the weekend 😂

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Hopefully she won't till next year or when I'm like 80 years old. That's a long way yet 😂😂

Weekends are too fast when ya busy hey feels like we skip the weekend haha

@MissGremlin that Cleaning list is just rubbish 😂

hey mate @Jynx yeh it's been a while how you been? Anything exciting happening in ya world?

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Aww so it's even more precious @MissGremlin!! Maybe you could write out a lil journal entry or something - try to recall as much detail as possible, so you can revisit it from time to time 😊

Not a whooole lot haha @Sunnyside226 - bit of dancing, bit of gardening, bit of spring cleaning (or at least, planning to do spring cleaning and then procrastinating it ahaha)

You got any cool crafty things going at the moment?

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