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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thank you for your support @MissGremlin I really do appreciate it.

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@MissGremlin ooo i haven't had the lemonade and raspberry one but that would've been a cool one to try out! the caramellow ones are nice too, and i get you about the liquids - i'm quite picky with my chocolates haha.

@NightFury hope the catch up goes well! how long is your friend going to Scotland for? how are you feeling about the medical procedure? i hope that goes smoothly too. how cool, you have dreadlocks!! do they take a while to get tightened? does it hurt?

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You definitely seem in good spirits despite feeling unwell, which I LOVE for you.

Looking forward to hearing all of your updates on Sunday. @MissGremlin ✨

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@rav3n I hope it goes well too. It always does when we catch up though. She's like...my only friend and safe person and the person that I talk to when I really need to chat. She'll be gone for a couple of months. She's from Scotland, so she's going home to visit family.

I don't know how I'm feeling about it yet. I'm trying not to think too much about it, to be honest. Medical appointments make me super anxious.

My dreads do hurt to get tightened, but it's nice to be able to get some air through my scalp. I have 80 dreadlocks in my hair and when they're thick, my scalp suffers a bit. It takes about three hours of hair pulling and scraping and poking and prodding and leaves my scalp bruised for about three days after.

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@rav3n yeah the liquid in things is just icky sometimes. I like peppermint in chocolate though. That's like when i get a box of favourites and I can only eat certain ones so I end up giving the rest to my neighbour or the ex.

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@AuntGlow if i don't keep it light at the moment I'm quite literally going to crumble, I still am to a degree but trying to find that balance.

I hope you have a good weekend ❤️

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Cool puzzle @MissGremlin ! Awesome stuff!

How's everyone @NightFury @Shaz51 @Oaktree @MJG017 ?

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@MissGremlin haha that's me too, whenever i get those favourites boxes or even those 'roses' chocolate boxes, i'll finish up all my favs (which are usually the best flavours) and offer the rest to guests 😆

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@tyme a puzzle that tested my patience 😂.

I'm sick and struggling but hanging in there, looking forward to bed time.

How are you going?

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@rav3n haha glad I'm not the only one 😂.

I need to fast forward the next 2 hours so I can go to bed. My body is really having a hard time with this sickness.

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