Battles

Night @MissGremlin

Take care

Night @tyme

Late night thoughts strike again.

As I lay here trying to sleep, I think of all the things I've done. The thoughts they then start to creep, things start to come undone.

If you could see me now and see the tears, you'd know that I've fought so hard. But this is where I meet my fears and so now i let down my guard.

Please don't feel bad for me, for I was not worth being saved. The world just could not see, that it was just connection that I craved.

Here right now I say to thee, it's time to let me go. Could I have ever been free, I guess now we'll never know!

@AuntGlow @rav3n @Ru-bee

Come on, we're almost there.

@MissGremlin here with you, my friend.

This is so poignant @MissGremlin. You are a beautiful and honest poet. I think many people could relate to what you have shared.

How are things feeling today? 💛

Thankyou ♥️

Things are so hard today @AuntGlow. Not only am I fighting myself and the thoughts but I'm also sick. My whole body hurts, my chest aches, it hurts to breathe, my head pounds. Digging deep to find the strength to keep fighting today.

hey @MissGremlin sucks to hear that you're struggling emotionally and sick too - it's an exhausting combo so please stay warm and rest up!

as hard as it might be right now - please remember to be kind and gentle with yourself 💗

Hi @rav3n, I haven't felt so sick for a long time. I'm having to take tablets regularly just to try to keep on top of some of the pain which really scares me. I've only just managed to get out of bed. I'm hungry but I don't have the energy to make anything, when I stand for short periods I start getting giddy and feel like I'm going to pass out. I don't like feeling this way.

Trying to be gentle with myself but feeling like this on top of dealing with the mental health struggles is really taking a toll.

On another note I finished my puzzle last night.

@AuntGlow @Jynx @Ru-bee @RiverSeal @MJG017

Wow that looks like a difficult puzzle @MissGremlin super impressive!