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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Teehee you are so welcome @MissGremlin!!

I'd love one!! What you having? I think I feel like a chai 😊

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@Jynx I'm having green tea 😊.

Casper knows it's almost dinner time, everytime I move he looks at me as if to say is it time yet 😂.

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Aww bless @MissGremlin my kitties are the same!! I know when it's time to start saying goodnight to folks on here cos Razz starts to get antsy, and I always feed em after my shift ends ahaha

How's Casper been doing anyway, health going ok? Puppy training on the cards yet? Or is it different for service dogs?

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@Jynx haha animals have got good body clocks 😂.

Casper is going well, vet said he is in perfect health but that he is going to be a big boy 😂. He is 15 weeks old and just over 14kg 😂. I will be starting to take him to puppy training in 2 weeks time (have to wait for the finally vaccination to take full effect). He already walks well on lead, knows how to sit and wait, gives paw, gives hugs (don't know if you saw that pic). He really is just such a good boy and I'm very lucky to have him ❤️

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@NightFury sending you hugs, hope you are hanging in there as best as you can be ❤️

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@MissGremlin I'm curled up on the couch, with my weighted blanket, and Luna asleep with her head on my legs.

It's been a day, but I'm hanging in.

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@NightFury that was me most of the day, curled up on the lounge with Casper.

@Jynx I'm stuck in a moment right now, i was going through my wardrobe to find my other pjs and I found teeny tiny baby clothes and my heart kind of just sank. There's a reason I haven't attempted to go through my wardrobe cos its got too many painful memories buried in there. Things shouldn't have been like this, those SH urges are strong right now (I'm safe), I'm trying to do my puzzle while I sit with them.

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@MissGremlin a tough moment. Hope you're letting yourself sit with the feelings as needed. Don't forget your breath, especially if things start feeling distant or overwhelming.

You all kitted in your PJs now at least?

Hugs 🫂

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@Jynx trying hard to sit with it without letting it consume me but things are starting to get very overwhelming. Thanks for the reminder to breathe.

I have my new stitch pjs on, first time I've worn them. It made me smile a little to wear them but I also didn't want to wear them in case I ruined them (certain things stain easily).

Thankyou for those hugs, much needed ♥️

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@MissGremlin any time hun.

Ohhhh you stain your clothes a lot? Haha me too!! But glad you're all snuggled up.

Also very glad to hear that Casper is doing so well!! OMG what a big lump haha bet he loves flopping on ya!!

Another one cos why not - wapow!!

🫂🫂🫂

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