Battles

@Jynx you have good taste in music 😊

Today has been rough, woke up feeling shaky and panicky and haven't been able to shake the feeling. I've been trying to keep myself busy, I've had a shower, done a couple of loads of washing, tried to have something to eat which didn't really happen, listened to music and I'm currently watching my TV shows well I mean it's just sort of on in the background. Feeling a bit frustrated and defeated that nothing is helping at the moment.

@MissGremlin Had the worst morning ever, but part of it was my fault as I wanted to head out to go shopping with my mum, since we’ve planned to go shop at that particular place with each other once every fortnight, wasnt until things turned south from there (it was menstrual related + I threw up by the time I came back to my room and into bed).

I thought I was doing completely fine with the cramps this morning because of how less severe the pain was, but wasnt till the second half of the trip that was where it went not so great.

so yeah, definitely my fault & wasn’t worth the experience, especially cause I was meant to stay home during the first day of that time of the month. 🫠

Aye totally get that frustration hey @MissGremlin sometimes all we can do is keep putting one foot in front of the other though hey.

Sounds like a pretty productive day tho! What background show you got rolling at the mo?

@Blackcloud oh no, thats horrible. I hope you can rest for the remainder of the day and that you are feeling better soon. Big hugs coming your way sweet ♥️.

@Jynx not even one foot in front of the other when one is now laying on the lounge, under blankets, trying to hide from the world. Feeling incredibly ashamed of myself and my actions right about now.

I've got angel on at the moment but i wanna put a movie on, just don't know what to watch, any ideas?

@MissGremlin I’m feeling a lot better now after applying some device that helps relieve the pain faster. I didn’t want to wear it outside before I left this morning cause I didn’t want people including my mum to see it, especially when I decided to wear a jacket instead of a coat or jumper. I think because the fact that I didn’t wear the device before I left was the reason why the cramps started to intensify when I was on the train halfway through the trip from my home to the place we were meant to shop at.

I was able to take the train home on my own since I couldn’t go with my mum anymore. The whole trip back home took like an hour or so even though I was dealing with the cramps whilst closing my eyes & being tired since I already passed out in the toilet before I took the train back home.

But it was great that I was able to make my way back home and finally take the chance to recover. ❤️

@Blackcloud aww sounds like such a tough experience but I'm really glad that you made it back home so that you can recover. Happy to hear that you are feeling better now, can imagine you would be a bit exhausted after the whole ordeal. Rest up my sweet ♥️.

@MissGremlin @I was hoping not even a single person would secretly take a picture of me sleeping on the seats on the train (when they walk past me) 💀 I really hope they didn’t anyway. I did had to put my feet up at times tho, even though I kept adjusting my leg positions cause I was scared if someone was gonna tell on me about putting my feet up on seats (when I actually needed it for an urgent reason) 🤡

Maybe a kids movie @MissGremlin ?

Have you ever seen Balto? 1995 animated film it's pretty cute!! Dunno why it popped into my head, but maybe Casper inspired me hehe.

@Blackcloud one would hope that noone took a picture of you sleeping, you wouldn't be the first one to fall asleep on the train. Definitely have to keep those legs elevated when it comes to feeling like you are going to pass out so I'm glad that noone told you off for it.