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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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@NightFury oh sweet, I'm so sorry to hear. I'm glad you do have things to do and I'm hoping they serve as a good distraction.

Honestly i hate when you heart is beating in your head, it's such a horrible feeling. I understand the feeling of wanting to give up but I'm here to cheer you on, I know things are hard but if we keep pushing through those hard days there will be better days ahead ♥️.

I'm still in my bed and it just feels safe right now, i woke up all shaky and panicky although I barely slept. I'm trying to find the energy to go for a shower and I'm hoping that will help. I just made myself an iced coffee but I don't feel like I can drink it. I put a load of washing in earlier which has just finished so I need to hang that out and then put another load in. Seems I'm keeping busy without actually realising it, just doing the normal tasks that I have to do. Casper is behind me on my pillow while I'm sitting up, dissociation is kind of a real thing right now so I'm trying to ground myself.

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NightFurySenior Contributor

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@MissGremlin sitting with you today, because it sounds like we both could use the support.

I hope the shower and the day-to-day tasks help, and you can settle that shaky feeling. I know the feeling all too well.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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Thanks @NightFury, I'll be around for the day if you need to chat at all.

The shaky feeling is horrible and making it hard to do things. My head is spinning and I just feel blah.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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Hello @Cuddlebear, how are you feeling today?

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BlackcloudSenior Contributor

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Hi @MissGremlin 🙂

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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@Blackcloud hello my sweet, how are you going?

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CuddlebearSenior Contributor

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@MissGremlin Hello lovely how are you and Caspar? I’m at home and trying to get through the day. Everything is pretty crap my end. 😞

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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@Cuddlebear awwww sweet, I'm sorry. I just had a shower in an attempt to make myself feel a bit better but it hasn't helped. Casper is going well though. Sending you hugs ♥️

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor

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Hello @Jynx, how are you today?

Well another new song was added to my play list so I guess i liked it 😂.

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JynxModerator

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Aww heck yes @MissGremlin that makes me happy!!

I'm not too bad, enjoying some sunshine hehe. What's on for you today?

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