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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury if you are undecided it might be worth giving it a try to see how it goes?

Casper is going well.

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@MissGremlin glad to hear that he's doing okay. And you?

P.S I think we need a new way to ask how each other is, because I really struggle to answer the - how are you, question?

I might give it an hour and see how I go with it. At least then, I'll feel less guilty for not doing it.

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@NightFury i just can't even deal right now, feeling well i don't even know but I don't like it.

Yes I agree we do cos I too struggle with that question. That's why with me and @MJG017 we just don't even ask, it's kind of a no-no question.

Give it a go and if you can't do it then that's ok, you at least gave it a shot.

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@rav3n sit with me please?

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my sit's pulled up next to you, you're not alone 💙 @MissGremlin

what would be helpful right now, some distraction chats? a grounding exercise?

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Thankyou @rav3n ♥️ .

I want to say grounding exercise but I'm not sure it's going to work, I feel it's already gone past that point 😕. I'm not sure i can focus on it, so maybe just distraction chats and see how that goes? Sorry I can't be more clear right now, I'm struggling.

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that's okay, i get what you mean @MissGremlin we can always switch around depending on how you're feeling.

hmm for some reason, the first thing in my mind was - some would you rather questions hehe. so would you rather:

  • have the ability to fly or have super speed?
  • be able to talk to animals or be able to speak any human language?

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@rav3n i think the ability to fly or super speed would be my choice.

I actually like that there's no talking needed when it comes to animals cos honestly talking sometimes feels too much.

I need to sit down cos I feel like I'm going to pass out but at the same time I need to keep moving around cos stopping feels risky. Body is in complete overdrive right now, it went from fine to really not ok in a split second.

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Hello @MJG017, I hope all is as well as can be in your world. Have missed talking to you, sending you those no-touch awkward hugs ♥️

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@MissGremlin same, i'd love the ability to fly in particular!! would be cool to touch clouds and travel (esp to escape the cold hehe).

that's a good point about the animals, sounds like you're really connected to them!!

oh no, sitting down sounds like a good idea - are you able to sip some water too? take care, sending you hugs 💙

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