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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hi, Battles. Yes, I am here.

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@MissGremlin how are you doing, my friend?

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@NightFury not good, how are you going?

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@MissGremlinI'm sorry to hear that. Did you have the chance to speak to someone last night?

I had weird dreams that have left me feeling a little unsettled this morning.

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@NightFury no i didn't.

I hate dreams that leave you feeling unsettled. Sending you hugs sweet ❤️

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@MissGremlin I have study to do, so, I will be here a lot today, in the back ground so don't hesitate to reach out, okay?

Do you know the Dementors from Harry Potter? I dreamt I was attacked by one of those. I knew not to look at it, or it would suck all the good from me. It hovered over me, I could feel it's boney hands and hear it's breathing and it's face was so so close to mine and it was trying to get me to look, but I wouldn't.

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Ok @NightFury, thankyou ❤️. I've just been triggered as a service was trying to do a grounding exercise with me but ignored me when I said that I can't do smell and taste. I speak up to try to protect myself but when they don't listen it's really frustrating.

Oh that's horrible and yes I know the Harry Potter movies and the dementors. No wonder it's left you feeling unsettled, it would have been scary. Big hugs sweet ❤️

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@MissGremlin boundaries are important, so I'm glad you speak up when you need to. That sounds so frustrating and hard for you. Even more so when you feel like you haven't been heard and respected.

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@NightFury what's even worse is after I told them that it's triggered me and how I'm feeling they ended the chat, leaving me to try to calm myself down. I'm going to try to get some more shut eye if I can, need to just not think or feel anything right now. I'm safe, just need to try and calm down from this space.

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@MissGremlin okay. I hope you find some rest and we can chat when and if you need to over the course of the day.

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