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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury lol indeed we do.

It's a bit of a triggering episode for me, it's the one where Angel's baby is taken from him.

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@MissGremlin I'm not sure I remember the episode, but it's been a while since I watched Angel.

Maybe one day, we could get one of those projector star lamp thingys

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@NightFury is a sad episode. I'm back onto Buffy again now.

I have a couple of them and also one that projects a rainbow.

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@MissGremlin the advertidements for those lamps make them look so pretty. I actually thought about buying myself one because well...I'm scared of the dark and of waking up feeling scared in the dark.

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@NightFury they do look very pretty. The dark can be scary and also very lonely. There's always a light on here when I'm sleeping.

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@MissGremlin I have to have some light too. I hate being in the dark by myself.

I think I might try and get some sleep soon. What do you have planned for tomorrow?

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@NightFury that's completely fair.

I hope you can get some sleep. I don't have any plans tomorrow. What about you?

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@MissGremlin the only plans I have for tomorrow is to do some study.

Okay, Dreamy my friend. I need to try and get some shut eye. Good night. I hope you find some rest throughout the night.

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@NightFury thankyou for sitting with me and keeping me company.

Night night my friend, hope it's an easy night for you ❤️

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Is there a @moderator around please? I'm waiting to get through to lifeline and just really don't want to sit alone with how I'm feeling right now.

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