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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hey @NightFury I can really relate to having a lot of inner ambivalence, doubt, lack of clarity about what to do…. Often I get on a little hamster wheel to keep moving and things getting done. Today I keep going back to bed.

Dont underestimate how much you are actually doing, and that it makes sense having some down time.

@MissGremlin hope you don’t mind me popping over to your thread.

I am reading a book by Australian, Louise Harms, “Understanding Human Development “. I am so nerdily nutty, I have so much serious stuff on, so guess I am supposed to forgive myself scrolling through YouTube this morning. I did get back to my physio exercises, so that is something.

@Cuddlebear @Ru-bee

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@NightFury sorry to hear. I'll be around if you do want to chat at all. Sending you hugs ♥️

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Hello @Cuddlebear, how are you going today?

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@MissGremlin How are you? I’m sorry I’ve been quiet. I feel rubbish and don’t know how to feel better. Really dislike where I’m at. 😞

I do hope though that you are having a better day? I know it’s been rough for you too.

I feel bad always saying I’m crap. Sorry. I don’t want to burden people.

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@Cuddlebear awww sweet, I'm sorry things are so hard for you at the moment. Just remember that it's ok to be feeling this way, there's so much going on for you. You are never a burden but I do understand that feeling.

I'm sending you hugs sweet, I'm here for you ♥️

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@MissGremlin hugs, my friend.

@Appleblossom @Cuddlebear right there with you today.

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Thanks @NightFury, hope you are holding up ok ♥️

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Hello @tyme how are you going?

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Hello @rav3n @RiverSeal if anyone is still around?

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Hey @MissGremlin, how are you doing? RiverSeal

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