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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury @MissGremlin I'll make the thread in a few shakes - Dreamy feel free to just have a read along without feeling any pressure to post, I won't tag you there or anything.

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@Jynx i just don't have it in me today.

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@MissGremlin funnily enough, it now actually suits me better to make this thread tomorrow. Same dealio of course, if you still feel like this tomorrow then don't worry about it but yeah, postponement is now preferred methinks!

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@Jynx ok. Sorry if I ruined it for you today.

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@Jynx I'm really not sure if I belong here anymore. Part of me wants to leave cos I feel like things are just completely ruined and that there's no coming back from it, the other part is saying give it a chance and maybe things will get better.

I'm honestly so torn, my heart is broken, I fought so hard to keep this space but I'm not even sure if I'm wanted here anymore.

And by here i mean being on the forums.

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@MissGremlin you have ruined nothing darlin, like I said it works out better for me cos I have been doing some other work in the bg tonight.

I am so sorry that you aren't feeling wanted!! From where I am sitting it is definitely not the case, but hey those feelings are valid, and they SUCK to sit with.

We will always respect member agency in that we will not push you one way or the other - if you decide to leave, that is up to you. But even if you do, you'll always have a place to come back to, of course!

We definitely want you here hun, this space is as much yours as it is any member's. Do what feels right for you, and we will support you either way 😊

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@MissGremlin , I love you being here and I like your posts you put on everyday, I know lots of your friends here will miss you 😍

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Thanks @Shaz51 ♥️

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How is the weather down your way @MissGremlin

Last night we had to put another blanket on the bed

But today is warmer because of the rain

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