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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin Allo allo!!

🫂

How's you?

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@Jynx can i have an easier question?

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Yes! @MissGremlin what are you doing? Do you want to hear about my silly from today?

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@Jynx trying to hold myself together but I'm failing.

I'd love to hear about your silly from today.

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You being here @MissGremlin? From where I'm sitting that looks like success, not failure. I know it probably doesn't feel like it. But I reckon it's true 😊

Well!! I included on my list of NY resolutions to 'skip down the street more' - cos for some reason, skipping makes me feel very giddy! Anyway, today I was listening to drum n bass and skipping down the street, flailing my arms about like mad to the beat, and I thought... "Have I invented a new exercise? Dance-skip-running?!"

Annnnd then I nearly ate pavement and decided no... perhaps not 🤣

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@Jynx you're right it doesn't feel like it. I'll take your word for it.

Bahaha, that would have been such a fun sight to see. I have fun skipping regularly 😂. I always envision myself stacking it and eating the pavement, but I haven't yet 😂. I did try to leap frog jump over a pole once and forgot that I was wearing a skirt so of course it got caught on the pole and I face planted straight into the concrete 😂.

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Oh my goodness what a looney tunes moment @MissGremlin ahaha

My best looney tunes moment was when I was trying to learn to rollerblade... was crossing a road... going too fast... car coming... had to go faster and then didn't know how to stop.... So I aimed for a telegraph pole. Cue me slamming into said telegraph pole, both arms and both legs flying up/out from under me so that when gravity grabbed me, I slid right on down the pole, scooping up a hearty batch of splinters on the way down... 🤣

If that doesn't paint the picture... I attempted to sketch it, with my totally awesome sketching skills 🙃 😝

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@Jynx it really was 😂.

Omg bahaha i can just picture it now 😂.

That drawing is completely accurate, I couldn't have done it better myself 😂.

In all seriousness though I do hope you were ok once you were able to pluck all the splinters out.

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Haha yes not to worry @MissGremlin this was many years ago too!

Ahhhh memories.... I would love to learn to rollerblade properly tho. But I think I should work on coordination first! 😂

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@Jynx well I'm glad you were ok. It's great to be able to look back and laugh at one's own clumsiness 😂.

I miss rollerblading, I used to be outside every day doing it. My coordination is ok I'm just accident prone 😂.

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