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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MJG017 I'm sorry to hear things are increasingly difficult for you. Sending you those positive vibes and no-touchy hugs ♥️.

Casper is doing better now and back to his normal self. Me, well I'm hanging in there the best I can.

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@NightFury , feel free to tag me when you are free to talk. I'm not sure if you want to have the convo in a new space or different space.

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@MissGremlin

I'm so happy to hear the Casper is doing well. It must be such a huge relief to see him back to his normal self again.

Try not to be too dismissive of 'just hanging in there'. We do it everyday and don't think much of it because we think we have no other choice, but every day that we do it again, it's a big win! I try to be proud of myself every day that I pull it off.

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@MJG017 yes it is indeed.

It just feels like such a task, you know get up, get through another day, battling the thoughts swirling around in your mind, dealing with the same sh!t day in day out. But hey I made it to the shops and back although I really do feel like a nap.

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@MissGremlin

Yep. Until you've dealt with it for a while, it so hard to understand just how difficult, and exhausting, it can be. So we should be proud of ourselves every time we get ourselves through another day. Maybe it helps, in some small way, to make the next one just slightly easier.

If that fails... buy more Lego! 😂 We just bought the Van Gogh Sunflowers one. So we have that sitting there waiting to be built at the moment. It might be a nice one to add a lighting kit to it.

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@MJG017 maybe it does.

Haha more Lego always works but why does it have to be so blinkin expensive 😂. Ooohh i so wanna see pics when you have built it, reckon it would definitely look good with a lighting kit.

I built my Lego the other day the Angel one anyway, I still haven't built the other skate 😂

Are you staying inside and hiding from the rain?

Oh and did you get your medication sorted?

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Omg @MissGremlin am I reading that Casper is doing better now?! YIPPEE!!

Also hiiiii 😊

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@Jynx yes he is. He is back to his normal self. So being the cheeky puppy he is.

Hello back to you, how are you going?

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What a relief @MissGremlin

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@tyme a very big relief.

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