Battles

@NightFury you got me the other day, so it was my turn 😂. I saw an opportunity and I ran with it 😂.

@MissGremlin you have a very fair point!

Oh my @MissGremlin okay then, fire away!

@NightFury I already got myself ready for bed. Not sure what's more exhausted, my mind or my body 🤔.

Oh and that subject from earlier today on the emergency services being called on me, well I never heard from them and noone ever showed up. So the anxiety I've had all day over that and then with Casper, honestly I could have done without it. I was supposed to have an appointment tomorrow with a different counselling service but I have to ring and cancel that first thing tomorrow, headspace isn't quite ok for that one right now. Bringing it back to one minute at a time at the moment, just gotta slow things down.

@Jynx oh it's a really tough question. I'm not sure you are ready for it 😂.

Before you hop off tonight can you send me some squishy hugs, the type that eases the anxiety and for that moment makes everything ok.

Casper has got a bit of an issue and I have to take him to the vet tomorrow for an urgent appointment, depending on what happens and what the vet says will depend on whether i can keep Casper or if i have to hand him back to the breeder and lose yet another dog. It's hitting a little bit hard at the moment cos of the past experience i had, trying hard to remember that this situation is different but brain is great at overthinking things.

I've slowed things down a bit and got my bedtime routine done early tonight so I can sit on my bed and do some colouring in. I've brought it back to one minute and one breath at a time.

I can certainly get one ready for ya @MissGremlin but maybe tag me? I am forgetful and I wouldn't want you to ever think it's cos I don't care!!

Aww poor Casper, that is SO hard hun. I keep all my fingies and toes crossed that he's ok and that you two get to stay together!! 🤞💜

@Jynx i shall do my best to remember, brain is not quite with it at the moment.

Thankyou ❤️. Definitely need to keep everything crossed, I don't need anymore heartache at the moment. He really has become my world and to even think of the possibility that I could lose him, it's too much to bear 💔

@MissGremlin I will deliver a pre-squishy hug as a just in case then!!

*squeeeeeeeze*

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Unbelievably hard situation to be in hun. I got no words that will make it easier, but pls know my thoughts are with you both tomorrow 💜

Thankyou @Jynx ♥️.

Enjoying my cuddles with Casper tonight and just really praying that it's all going to be ok somehow.

@Cuddlebear ♥️