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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MJG017 oh so true 😂. I think someone stole my motivation. As for parking spots, I have one specific section i like to park in and if that's not available well it drives me nuts. One of these days I'm going to write my name in my spot 😂. Pens are common in my house but it's finding the right colour you need that's the challenge. Emotional support well other than Casper that's just non existent 😂

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Eyyy that's amazing @MissGremlin what a huge step!! I hope the next appt goes super smooth!

Had the sane conference last few days, so that was pretty amazing! Otherwise just the usual lol

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Thanks @Jynx, I hope so. The lady seems nice and is really keen to help me work through things and I'm not limited session wise either which is helpful considering how much there is to work through.

Glad the conference was good.

Got any plans for the rest of the weekend?

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That's awesome @MissGremlin sounds like it could be a really safe n supportive therapeutic relationship!

Not many, I have a mountain of dishes to attend to, and other stuff round the house mostly. That and deciding what to cook!! I haven't made a big meal in a couple weeks and I wanna make something hearty.... hmmmm
Any ideas? Lol

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@Jynx i really hope so. I'm trying to focus on having a positive attitude towards it but as you can imagine the anxiety is high of it going badly because of past experiences. But the first phone call went well and that was despite me being very emotional and fragile before the call even started. The first thing I said to her was 'I apologise in advance for my emotional state', cos I knew what was going to happen. But I got through it and she was supportive in every way.

Ugghh housework is never ending 😂. Something hearty, hmmm i made my vegetable soup the other day, you could do a casserole maybe? Think I'm out of suggestions other than that, my brain is a bit frazzled at the moment. I woke up with a cold today so feeling a bit blah. I just set up my bed with my colouring and snacks, just gotta make my iced coffee and put my dressing gown on then get comfy. Oh and take Casper out to the toilet.

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Hello @NightFury, how are you going?

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Hey there @MissGremlin

Just working through some stuff at the moment. It's been a big day, so I'm processing that.

How are you doing, my friend?

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@NightFury hopefully tonight you get a good night's rest and wake up feeling refreshed tomorrow.

Don't worry about how I'm going.

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@MissGremlin I hope so too. I need it. I am just exhausted.

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@NightFury well fingers crossed you sleep well. Sending you hugs ❤️

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