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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin

I had a craving for some banana chips. I told my partner I was going to drop in and get some on the way home and the order went up. So add some pecans, choccy nuts, sultanas... and I grabbed a few peanut/choc clusters... because, you know... they're peanut/choc clusters! 😁

Oh, and some of their Charlie's mix! I can never resist that

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hello @MissGremlin

did some gardening this morning as they have a free green waste this week at the dump

this afternoon is spent resting

how about you xx

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@MJG017 oh banana chips are yummy. That all sounds so yummy. I ran out of my almonds and can't get any till Friday, so not fair.

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@Shaz51 oh gardening sounds nice and bonus for free green waste at the dump.

I'm really having a rough time at the moment.

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@MissGremlin

I remember the creek next to where I grew up was full of almond trees... you could gorge yourself in then! Then the council ripped them all out!

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@MJG017 yes the almond trees around used to be amazing. Used to have one at the bus stop i always used to be at and used to sit there and nibble on them.

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Always here for you @MissGremlin. We appreciate your support too. 💕

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Thanks @AuntGlow, connecting here today is helping to keep me distracted.

It's still a rough ride and a very bumpy one but I'm trying to hang on the best I can.

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@AuntGlow @Ru-bee @Jynx @rav3n I just had an unexpected phone call that went for 49 minutes. I'm feeling very fragile, vulnerable and emotional after it. Had to talk a bit about the trauma which was really hard especially cos I didn't get to prepare for it.

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@MissGremlin definitely makes sense to be feeling a little brittle hun! How you travelling now?

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