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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@RiverSeal i don't know. I've done washing, dishes, i went to the shops, I'm trying to paint but I can't even start, I've got music playing. I just can't seem to do anything to take my mind off of things.

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Connection is a strength of yours @MissGremlin and I see you chatting with a lot of Members on the Forums. How do you feel about reaching out and having a discussion with a Member? Maybe share what painting you ahve been able to do today as they always look so good! RiverSeal

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@RiverSeal not really feeling like bothering anyone. I haven't been able to do any painting today.

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I don't think you would be bothering anyone @MissGremlin as they are your friends and we all have our down days here on the Forums. It's a space for community support and your peers know you well. What are your plans for dinner tonight? RiverSeal

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@MissGremlin you wouldn't be bothering me, if you wanted to chat. I might be slowish in replying, but happy to keep you company.

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@RiverSeal yes but I'm always having down days lately and I don’t want to bring anyone else down. I don't have anything for dinner tonight.

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Thanks @NightFury. Kind of just at the point of distancing myself from everyone to avoid hurting anyone.

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@MissGremlin tell me a little about you....

What's your favourite animal?

Favourite food?

What do you like to paint?

I did paint by numbers for a while, it was so...distracting and calming. I love getting creative, but find that I'm really judgemental and hard on myself. I love to draw disney and animated characters.

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@NightFury i don't have favourite things. Like I physically can't pick things and just get frustrated.

Painting though, i enjoy doing mandalas.

I'm trying to do a paint by numbers now, they usually annoy me cos i can't stand being able to see the numbers through the paint after. I'm very much the same and and criticise my work. I can't draw to save my life really, but I still try to do the little pics on here. I enjoy colouring Disney pictures though.

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@MissGremlin mandalas are cool. Choosing the colours frustrate me, because I have to make them perfect.

I would love to see one you've painted sometime!

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