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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin

I think this is the 2nd concert I've ever been to. The only other one I can think of it was Metallica cover band about 25 or 30 years ago. I'm that dull and boring! 😄. 👴😴💤

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@MJG017 last concert i went to was pink last year 😊. Concerts are expensive and way too busy for my liking but there's a few artists that I'll make an exception for.

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Hey @MJG017 , Hearing you. It takes a lot to change our ways, especially if they align with our values and our desire to help others.

I'm sorry to hear your oncologist has pretty much written you off. It sounds incredibly hard. I can see how much your partner is supporting you.

You mean a lot to many of us here, and we just want to make sure you also feel supported.

We are walking this way with you.

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Hello @MJG017, how was the concert last night, did you manage to get a seat?

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@Ru-bee @Jynx @rav3n is anyone around at all please?

Having a tough time right now and really don't want to be alone.

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Hey @MissGremlin I just tagged you in the Share a cuppa thread, maybe we can hang out there?

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Hello @Ru-bee, that's fine. I just have to be careful what I say on other threads. Don't want everyone to be brought down by my struggles.

I have a doctors appointment soon and after what happened 4 weeks ago when had an appointment and what happened at my last appointment 2 weeks ago with my anxiety and having a panic attack. I'm just really not holding up today and I've already lost control earlier.

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I hear you @MissGremlin hopefully keeping connecting and leaning on the community this morning is helping ❤️

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@Ru-bee it's somewhat helping. I'm at my doctors now waiting for my appointment having a panic attack, just really trying to not have a repeat of last time.

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@MissGremlin

It actually wasn't too bad. It was very loud! But it wasn't a big place, not that crowded and so i could sit the whole time. It was at the Semaphore Workers Club. Which i found out when i got there is a communist club. So i'm not sure if i'm on a list now 😂

I hope your doctors appointment goes well... better than the last one at least.

And don't worry about bringing others down with your own struggles... it's why we're all here... we're already down!

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