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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin I hear your overwhelm and distress and exhaustion

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Hello @tyme, how are you going?

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Hey @MissGremlin !

What's happening for you today?

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@tyme just trying to keep myself distracted by doing my puzzle. Having a bit of an emotional day today and just can't shake some really intrusive thoughts.

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Do you find talking to people on helplines helpful @MissGremlin ?

Or is it easier to just talk to people around you or on the forums?

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@tyme helplines haven't really been helpful.

I like staying connected here but feeling pretty burdensome lately.

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Have you ever tried speaking to a peer worker? Have you heard of Roses in the Ocean? https://rosesintheocean.com.au/

I have seen your posts on the forums, and it's great to see you reaching out to support others too, even when you are in distress yourself.

It takes a lot of courage and strength to do this. At the same time, it can also be a driver of your own wellness. @MissGremlin

Hey @MJG017 ! Long time no "hear"?

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@tyme i haven't heard of them before, thanks.

I like being able to support others and it gives me a reason to keep on going. I just haven't been able to do it as much lately cos I'm struggling so much myself and words just don't come easily.

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I've never used the service either so if you do, I'd be interested to hear more @MissGremlin

Yes, reaching out to help others can really be helpful, but as you said, you sorta need to have something in your cup to be able to pour out to others.

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@tyme will let you know if I do.

Yes that's very true. Minute by minute it is for me right now. My cup is completely empty at the moment.

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