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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Jynx I'm just counting down till bedtime so I can hopefully sleep it off. Heart rate has spiked so that's probably the reason for feeling all funky.

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@MissGremlin aye well be gentle with yourself ok? Hopefully it will ease off in time eh 🤞

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@Jynx i will try to be. Slowly starting to organise bedtime now. Very slowly cos body wants to just collapse from underneath me.

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@Jynx do you know what really helps when one feels like this? Food! I forgot that I hadn't had anything to eat 😂

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omg ain't it always something like that haha @MissGremlin! Hope you've got something tasty?

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@Jynx i had a hot cross bun, extremely nutritious 😂. Didn't solve much but at least i have food in me now.

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aye better than nothing @MissGremlin! Don't worry I had mi goreng for breakfast lol I think you're okay! 😂

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@Jynx i eat cereal for a late night snack sometimes 😂. I'll eat whatever I'm in the mood for and i don't care whether it's appropriate or not 😂.

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I mean linear time is fake is it not @MissGremlin 'breakfast' and 'dinner' are arbitrary made up concepts, life is chaos anyway ✌️

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For real though @Jynx what silly person came up with set times that we should eat and then what sort of things we should eat at those set times. Life is definitely chaos so why not have some fun with it and challenge the so called 'normal'. If one wants to eat mi Goreng for breakfast then one shall 😂. I have a case of the crazies, my moods on some weird high, it's kinda strange 😂. Oh and I'm wide awake now that I'm sitting on my bed, like really body, make up your mind 😂

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