Battles

Has been a rough few weeks with things Id prefer not to talk about @MissGremlin. To top things off, i received sms with sad news last night and now waiting for info about funeral.

@Flutterbug9 no pressure to talk about anything if you don't want to, just know that I'm always here for you. I'm so sorry to hear sweet, sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️.

Hello @heartathome sweet, I'm taking you over here as I need to be away from others at the moment (I'm safe). Feeling very fragile after losing my thread, it crashed due to guidelines being breached, I'm about to lodge technical feedback regarding it.

Hoping your day is treating you kindly sweetheart ❤️

Thanks @MissGremlin Having your thread taken down is devistating! I would feel the same way! I started my thread to have a nice quiet space. As much privacy that I could get on here, talking to Red. I only tagged a couple of people and liked it that way. I tagged extra people on the other day because I couldn't get on 'What's your highlight' to post my sunrise but have regretted it since! Like you, a lot of my poems are on there. I understand wanting a 'safe' thread without having it disappear!! I also think some people don't understand the consequences for us!! I don't understand why they have to take the whole thread down and not just the post! I think it's a bit over the top! Feeling for you! Many hugs and much love, my friend. Let's hope this one stays!! I like somewhere more 'private' to talk. 💜

Hello @heartathome sweet, I'm sorry for not replying sooner. I also like having my own space but here hasn't felt that way for a while now but I've been lucky to be sharing someone else's thread so that I can still have a safe space to talk. It's hard when we have been vulnerable and shared our poetry aswell cos some of them can be quite triggering to others. Thankfully it was just a glitch with the threads being taken down. I'm hoping your thread goes back to being quiet now. Lots of love and hugs to you beautiful ❤️.

I don't know what happened, I was doing ok. I'd stripped, washed and made my bed, had a shower, did dishes, had something to eat, covered the books i picked up, I had my music going and was singing along. But then it all stopped, it all crashed in a split second and the tears started to fall, there was no warning, no holding them back.

When I'm doing things I seem to be ok but when I stop it all crashes down. I can't constantly be doing something cos I'm exhausted in every possible way. I don't know how to be ok when I'm just resting, when I'm trying to relax.

I'm safe, just needed to get this out. I'm laying on my lounge with Casper snuggled up with me.

Hey @MissGremlin checking in on you.

Hello @NightFury my sweet, not feeling myself today. I've tried hard to keep myself busy but everything has just crashed down. I'm safe, sitting doing diamond art.

How's things over there?

Hugs, my friend @MissGremlin I am glad you're safe and tucked up with Casper, I'm sure.

This week has not been a good week :/

@NightFury thankyou for the hugs sweet, hugs right back to you ❤️.

I think we both need to call this week a write-off and start fresh next week.