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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Chasingsunsets it's sort of midway in my back but my neck hurts too. Oh they are so heavy to turn, exactly like a sack if potatoes. Hoping you don't wake up sore tomorrow from it.

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Yeah you too @MissGremlin I really hope you pull up ok. What’s on for you tomorrow?
I think I am heading to bed soon crashing slowly

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Sorry I am not sure why this didn’t send soon I wrote it earlier, lag in my internet maybe @MissGremlin 😬

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@Chasingsunsets i don't have anything on tomorrow, hoping it's a relaxing day.

I've packed up my diamond art for the night and I'm just laying snuggling Casper.

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Yess I’m going to do the same @MissGremlin, I’m exhausted 🤪. Hugs to you and Casper hope you have a good sleep

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@Chasingsunsets hope you have a good sleep too. Love and hugs to you and Indi ❤️.

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Thanks @MissGremlin 🫶

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Good evening @MissGremlin 🥰

Perhaps you can write your affirmations then?

And I am glad you are finding the space to reach out, because I can see how much it helps.

What are your plans for this week? ✨

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Hello @AuntGlow sweet ☺️.

The only plan i have for the week is the support worker on Wednesday (maybe), not sure if I'll be able to manage though so we'll see.

I'm feeling really flat at the moment, I have nothing in me left to give. My cup is very much empty and I've got some tears that have started to fall. I did everything I could today to keep myself safe and now it's all catching up to me. I'm safe though (cos I'm exhausted) and laying in bed with Casper.

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What will you and your support worker do together? I am glad you have someone there for you, that's really positive. Do you resonate with their vibe? @MissGremlin

Maybe tears and sleep are what your body needs to regulate tonight? It sounds like you could use some soothing and nurturing. Know that I am sending big hugs your way and I hope you and Casper sleep well tonight. 🥰

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