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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Morning @MissGremlin @NightFury 😊

sorry about last night MG I was so tired could not get back on I was exhausted. Taking Indi to the vet soon 👀. Hope your day has been ok so far.

hope you have a good day with your friend @NightFury

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Morning @Chasingsunsets, it's all good sweet. Hoping all goes ok with Indi at the vet, thinking of you both ❤️.

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Thanks @MissGremlin means a lot. How are you doing?

been a very challenging day here Indi is recovering but still quiet sedated, more than I would like and more than I was expecting (different vet).
Big hugs to Casper and you my friend. Brain has turned off so don’t think I’ll be on the forums for the rest of today or only in tiny bursts. Thinking of you though

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@Chasingsunsets oh poor Indi, hoping she recovers quickly and is back to her usual self soon. Thankyou sweet. Sending you lots of love and hugs sweetheart, take care of yourself and give Indi lots of cuddles for me ❤️.

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Thanks @MissGremlin 💜, hope you are doing alright?

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@Chasingsunsets trying to keep myself busy, it's been a day of strong urges but it's almost bedtime (I'm safe).

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@NightFury how did your day go sweetheart?

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It was a beautiful day with my friend @MissGremlin it was lovely to catch up with her after so long. And I didn't really need to worry about whether things would be awkward.

The rest of the day has been a big ball of anxiety. I have no idea why, but it's like my anxiety is dialled up to 1000 at the moment and my dial has broken.

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Sounds like you have been trying really hard today @MissGremlin to manage strong urges what’s helped you through today. You sound quite tired tonight, I hope when you do go to sleep you can get a good rest 💜

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@NightFury I'm so glad it was a beautiful day with your friend sweet, it makes me really happy to hear.

I'm sorry the rest of the day has been a big ball of anxiety. Hoping you can wind down for bed, get a good night's sleep and that things are feeling better tomorrow ❤️.

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