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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Chasingsunsets i made one lucky star. Might do some diamond art after but not sure.

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I’ve never made lucky stars @MissGremlin, are they hard to do? How long do they take?
sitting with you today, let me know what you’d like from me today my friend 🫶🌈

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@Chasingsunsets they aren't hard to make and don't take very long at all. It's less than a minute i reckon to make one. I'm just finding it hard to focus today with lots of thoughts and feelings happening. Today is just a matter of trying to stay connected when every part of me wants to shut down. I know shutting down won't be a safe thing for me to do so I'm trying really hard to keep connected (I'm safe).

Thankyou for simply being here sweet ❤️.

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Well you are doing better than me @MissGremlin I made none so far 😂🙈. You truely are doing an amazing job staying connected, really love our chats and our connection, I really thankyou for it 🙏. Going to post a nature pic drop soon it will include my 100 and 1000s moth hehe, don’t generally post pics twice but I will today ☺️.
Have you been watching any movies or anything. I was thinking I might do some more Dimond art maybe you have been my inspiration 🙏💛

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@Chasingsunsets I've got lots in little plastic jars 😂. Thankyou sweet ❤️. Look forward to the nature pic drop and that moth deserves the extra post. I've been watching the big bang theory lately, have watched a few movies during the day but they are usually only on in the background. Doing some diamond art sounds like a great idea ☺️.

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They would look so cool @MissGremlin 🤩, what colours do you make? can you make other shapes or just stars ☺️.

oh yeah I haven’t been able to get into the big bang theory hehe. It’s so popular though!! The only think that keeps my interest is trash reality stuff haha ☺️🙈🙊

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@Chasingsunsets i make all different colour ones. There's other origami things I make but the stars use little strips of paper.

I can't stand reality stuff 😂. Also just watch the same things over and over again.

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Oh cool @MissGremlin !! Now you mention that I need to go back to the hobbies thread as I was waiting on your pic!! Whoops!! Will head there after this ☺️

you enjoy making the stars the best?

haha yeah no idea why I watch it lol. But I am liking Masterchef atm hehe

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@Chasingsunsets haha i think you saw the one i shared there the other day.

I do enjoy the stars as they are quick and easy and only small.

I watched master chef years ago when it first came out but I don't watch normal TV anymore.

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It’s awesome @MissGremlin!! Love I got a sneak peak haha.

The stars sound cool and very cathartic!

Ooohhh yessss remember this challenge?
still see these and think of that challenge!

also I really love custard and toffee so best dessert hehe. So funny I spelt it in google as ‘crocembush’ lucky google speaks my language too 😂 croquembouche. No wonder I never found dictionary’s helpful at school never could find the word 😂😂

 

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