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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Fair @MissGremlin what a decision hehe. And your Dimond art is shooting stars too hey? Lol

Hiya @NightFury @lovely to hear from you! How was your day? How’s Luna? I could be better but that’s okay it happens. Thanks for asking 🫶

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@NightFury it was to a degree but I know it's only a matter of time before I can't cover it and will be facing eviction anyway.

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@Chasingsunsets my diamond art is a picture that's really not even turning out how it's supposed to look 😂. I've been making origami lucky stars when the diamond art annoys me.

I went outside to take Casper to the toilet earlier and snapped a couple of pics of the moon.

 

 

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Awaiting your pic @MissGremlin, funny I took pics of the moon too tonight 🤣

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Resolution never good on here so not sure if it’s worth sharing but I’ll share nonetheless 🌝

 

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Wow @MissGremlin amazing pics!!! Love the first one such good detail! You must be super close to the moon lol 🫶

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My day was a quiet one. @Chasingsunsets @MissGremlin I worked but it was mostly paper work. I'm a bit worried about Luna, she's getting old and doesn't have her normal bounce. She's very quiet. But I have been very quiet too lately. She may be picking up on me.

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@Chasingsunsets loving your pic too. I actually love how the moon can be captured in so many different ways.

Not close to the moon just phone is good at zooming in 😂.

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@NightFury awww sweet Luna, it's always worrying when they aren't themselves. It's also hard as they start getting older and they do slow down. Sending gentle hugs to both of you sweetheart ❤️.

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@MissGremlin when I was living with ex friend that's how our inspections went too. First property manager came, had a look and chatted about the cats, then left. The last year or so a new property manager came in, took dozens of photos then left without a word. We'd then be walking on eggshells until we got a response.

I have a friend who works in real estate and she said when she had to do inspections she felt sorry for most of the tenants as they kept the house in good condition but if they had kids they'd be marked if there were toys left out. I could never be a property manager, I'd feel too sorry for the tenants and just mark them at 100% unless there was serious damage or neglect!

How did you go with ex, beautiful?

I am really tired and sore tonight, shoulders are really hurting and I didn't sleep well after some drama on another thread occurred. I've decided to lay low and only interact on a couple of threads from now on. That will keep them happy I hope.

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