Battles

No way that’s epic @MissGremlin 😆🤩🐥.

yeah I get what you mean down the highway when a few ducks dislodge 😂.

Hmm well I guess that is better than nothing right? Could they do anything else but you were wanting or needing what else they could offer or? Not sure how it all works so just curious but totally fine if you prefer not wanting to go into it ☺️.

Oh lol I was pretty confused don’t know what the day and time is at the best of times and to be thrown into a different year and in the middle of posts was super strange I was tripping 😂 then the birds omg lol. Thanks so much for you help again just being with me was so so helpful I really thank you for that!

what’s on for your evening 😊/morning

@Chasingsunsets i have ducks on my dashboard and one day when I had my daughter in the car with me she had the window down, one of the ducks came loose and went right out the window as I turned a corner 😂.

I'm not even sure how it works, I've never had a support worker before. But it's hard cos I don't have people in my house nor do I like going out. The usually support with getting people to appointments, going out places, help with daily routine etc.

I'm glad I could be here with you sweet ☺️.

I don't have anything on tomorrow. Just sitting in bed at the moment with lots of thoughts. I'm safe, have packed up the stars and turned the TV show off so now I'm just snuggling with Casper.

Anything on for you tomorrow?

Hehe the one that got away 😆🐥lol @MissGremlin

I think the idea of them sounds really cool, definitely have their place, I know Blackcloud had one and liked it from what I had heard. You did so well to go through with the appointment and catch-up up with her. Look at that progress would you say 12 months/ 6 months ago you’d be willing to catchup with them? You really did awesome!! Good job my friend!

I wonder over time if you’d come to the idea of doing something with them even a walk or something, why not hehe you have access to them so it’s all in your control which is great. I really hope they can help even if it’s in small bits. Keen to hear as appts progress but all in your control which is so good. 💜

tomorrow I have to go back to the hospital for a follow up where everything gets looked at etc. Not too sure what to expect which is a bit nerve wracking but you get that. Then depending how after that goes it might be a functional or not so much. It’s been good all my other organs seem to behaving mostly which has been a relief. So fingers crossed goes ok tomorrow ☀️

I hope to be back on it will just depend if I am managing post if they give me anything or everything else but fingers crossed I’ll be back. I have been enjoying so much forum time is been really really nice

@Chasingsunsets thankyou sweet. Only going to reply to some of post cos getting into too much of a negative thought process here.

Theres hardly going to be enough time to actually build on things given that its only once a week and for 4 months. I'm trying to think of this as a good opportunity but it's hard cos my brain is only focused on 'what's the point, it's not going to last long and then you'll have nothing yet again.'

Hoping all goes ok with the follow up, can understand it being nerve wracking not knowing what to expect. Glad your other organs are behaving themselves, that's always a bonus.

It's been lovely to have you around more lately, I know I always love the chats. But hoping you can ease back into things when the time is right ☺️.

I hear you @MissGremlin, ah well even one ‘duck’ (lol🐥) to build on another for the nervous system? At the very least? It maybe short but maybe there is something good that can come out of it even for short time. I know connection is hard though knowing it will end soon but perhaps there will just be one good thing and if that happens you’re in front you know 💜🫶

yesss glad about my other organs hoping I don’t get this certain medicine tomorrow, makes me feel terrible and don’t have a good reaction, but that’s ok if I have to have it I will I know it’s for the best and only a day of reactions.

Nah hehe I don’t want to go back to work now 😂 Indi is definitely loving it too lol

@Chasingsunsets yeah I know, trying to focus on the possibility of at least getting something out of it. But it's just hard sometimes. But the lady seems lovely so we'll see how it goes.

Oh I'm hoping you don't have to have the certain medicine, reactions from them can sometimes be so horrible. At least if it's needed it's not long term reactions but still wouldn't be pleasant. Fingers crossed for you sweet.

Haha well I'm loving having you around too so Indi and I have got that in common 😂.

@Chasingsunsets I'm going to try to catch some sleep while I can, gotta be up at some silly hour of the morning when the crazy birds think it's time to sing as loudly as possible 😂.

Night night sweet, shall chat to you again soon ❤️.

Yesss @MissGremlin you get some sleep my friend, I have my weighted blanket ready to go soon, won’t forget it like last night lol.

no rush in responding 😴😴, Indi is snoring away here as I am sure Casper is too 😊

Ah well see how it goes no pressure on it, I hope with you something good just one thing 🙏. I know it’s super uncomfortable to sit in this space though I truely get it. You got this my friend ☀️

look forward to seeing updates on your shooting stars as they come 🤩💫

night night

hey @MissGremlin how you going? Thought I’d drop by and show you my new purchase ☺️ would have liked a cube but they sold out 😂 so this was the next best once the pic is approved I’ll tell you a bit more about it lol. I couldn’t decide between pink and purple so I got both colours lol. So they you go my first ever squishy thing!! Thanks to Indi’s find 😂😂

@Chasingsunsets ooohhh i love it and i so need one 😂.

Today's felt so heavy, I've been laying on my lounge. I did manage to doze off for a little bit but of course woke up in panic several times. I'm about to head out but won't be out for long.

How are you going and how did the follow up appointment go?