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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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That's why I was hoping that we wouldn't make the finals @MissGremlin so that I can take a break. But now, we are playing in finals. We have a big break over winter and don't start thr new season until October...I just wanted to be done now.

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@NightFury i understand sweet. I guess at least it's a bit of relief knowing that you will have a break coming up soon though I know it doesn't help in this moment.

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I know. I just need to be patient @MissGremlin but I'm just at the limit with it. I'm tired, trying to balance everything.

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@NightFury i know sweetheart, i know you are. Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️. I really hope that you get a much needed break soon sweet, you truly deserve it.

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We both do @MissGremlin

Are you still on hold?

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@NightFury i gave up, it connected but the person was sending a message every 8 minutes which just wasn't helpful.

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I'm sorry @MissGremlin hugs!

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@MissGremlin

 

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@MissGremlin hi gorgeous, my day has been okay. I'm fighting fatigue constantly these days.

Have you got any amount you could offer the agent for rent at all? I'm guessing you've probably spoken to them regarding your struggle.

I'm like you. A few years back a friend of mine suggested I do a gofundme for myself and I just couldn't. I felt embarrassed and like you not worthy of it.

Did you see or hear from your son for your birthday? Do you have any other family members?

🫂 my sweet Gremlin xoxo

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@ENKELI i hear you on the fatigue sweet, though it's still not possible to get quality rest.

I emailed the land agent yesterday asking if they would please take $450 a week which is $20 more than what it was but they refused it. Even that isn't something i could afford but I'm trying to do my best.

I haven't heard from my son or my daughter, I did get a post from my mother but it was so cold and empty which hurt.

Those hugs are very much needed sweetheart, thankyou ❤️.

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