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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Chasingsunsets it's ok sweet, they finish up now for the night. Casper just finished giving me lots of slobbery kisses.

Thankyou sweet, it means alot and I've always enjoyed chatting to you. I hope you have a lovely night, hugs to you and Indi ❤️.

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Oh do they @MissGremlin, I haven’t really figured out there new schedules. Well actually I didn’t really know what there schedules were before tbh 😂 but I felt it’s different now perhaps.

Always enjoy chatting with you too! Nah I just didn’t want to distract your conversation in the best possible way of course and always definitely no pressure after all we can chat anytime and PSWs only on at certain times to didn’t want to take away from that 😊


hehe glad Casper is sharing the love lol, you tracking ok though tonight?

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@Chasingsunsets I'm not sure if it's changed but it was 10am-10pm.

You're all good sweet. I try not to take up too much of their time cos there's so many people on the forums and they support everyone as much as they can.

Tonight's feeling heavy, I'm really wanting to go to sleep but anxiety is high for tomorrow's meeting. I'm just laying here with Casper snuggling up to me while I'm scrolling through random videos.

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Ah I see, nah I don’t think you are taking up there time @MissGremlin I wouldn’t worry about that 😊

I hear things are heavy for you dreamy, sorry you are feeling this way. I really do hope the meeting goes ok for you tomorrow. My last day tomorrow I start early so I am going to have to jump off anyway but I know you can get through this but I know how tough it must feel. You got this though, will Casper come with you tomorrow? 🙏

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@Chasingsunsets thankyou sweet ❤️. I hope you can get a good night's sleep. Unfortunately Casper can't come with my tomorrow.

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That’s okay @MissGremlin maybe a small orb spider then! lol. Caspers joy when you return I can just picture his zoomies.
I have an appt on Tuesday I’m a bit worried about but just know no other way than through it for me 😜.
I’ll be thinking of ya, I should be on tomorrow evening, look forward to connecting if you’ll be around, sending all good vibes your way 💜

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@Chasingsunsets Casper definitely gets excited when i come home.

Hope your appointment on Tuesday goes ok sweet. Thankyou ❤️. Night night ☺️

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Night night @MissGremlin take care 🙏

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@MissGremlin how did your appointment go?

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@NightFury they can't help, I'm stuck and don't know what to do. I really have gone into shut-down 😞. (I'm safe for now).

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