Thank you @tyme I really need to keep reminding myself to use this when I am not coping.
We only had time to look at 2 rentals before having to be out. And on one sit it said there was 89 houses available in your selected area and 891 people interested. How on earth do you compete with that many people.
We are not going to look for a few months as we want to try and save as much as we can for bond, rent in advance etc
I lived in a caravan for a year with a previous partner to save for a house deposit and we managed to build our beautiful dream home.
All the household furniture etc has been destroyed by mould and condensation over a 7 year period in a shipping container. So basically I am starting from scratch again.
I try not to dwell on all my belongings that I purchased with my hard earned money over 20 years, as it just puts me in such a deep dark place and I start to go down the why bother living way of thinking. As I feel like ny life has amounted to nothing. The only good thing I have done is produce a beautiful, caring and strong daughter who I am teaching the lessons that I have learned over the past few years.