TricksterSenior Contributor
Withdrawal Safety Net Roll Over
I want to start by saying I knew the roll over was coming and I would need to pay for my meds again PBS but between missing a dose already and my brain damage and it just being a busy time I forgot, we were also stretched thin I missed we hadn't put money aside we I did have the script in hand which I promptly lost it on the bus any way but didn't realise it for 5 days so it took 7 days to get money and new script and the meds by that point I was having withdrawals.
This was the first time I have ever had any medication withdrawals, (not a recreational user) so this was new to me, when they say agitated I outloud needed 5 minutes to work through a conversation because the snap wasn't what I really wanted to say it was just all I could express for the first time in a couple days.
There has been a persistent headache for actually going on 3 days now, I should deal with that.
Nausea and I never get nausea so that was clear that something was wrong it was more than just missing a dose.
I have Anxiety but also bad Disassociation My partner drove us to his appointment and I was not engaged nearly 80% of the 1.5hr drive remuniating was bad at home too.
Worse one was just pins and and needles and the occasional jolt I thought it was from coming back to the gym but apparently that is consistent with these meds withdrawal.
I have seen a doctor today and got the go ahead to go back on the meds, which I'm very glad to do the past week has been a slog of Insomnia and just barely present.
I will say the only benefit was I could see the difference in my sex life which is good I can let my doctor know for certain the meds do interfere with that.
I did not enjoy this week I'm eager to get back to my recovery journey I'll feel more myself and awake. I don't recommend stopping meds suddenly, I should have contacted my doctor sooner, leaned on some support networks that I have for a bit of financial assistance.
I will say thank gosh for the Safety Net last year I got it before June it has been a lifesaver.