BlackcloudSenior Contributor
😭
Seems like I’m gonna be crying every night basically. I’m not even joking seriously.
Can’t wait till I’ll be able to have a chat to my psychologist which will be on next Monday 30th Dec.
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BlackcloudSenior Contributor
Seems like I’m gonna be crying every night basically. I’m not even joking seriously.
Can’t wait till I’ll be able to have a chat to my psychologist which will be on next Monday 30th Dec.
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BlackcloudSenior Contributor
@Jynx well so far I’ve only uploaded just 2 videos in total on my YouTube that were over 2 and a half years ago and I haven’t received any of those comments yet, as little to no people have even watched/seen my videos at the time lol
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JynxModerator
@Blackcloud aye true!! Guess it's the risk we take, in that the more people paying attention to our stuff, the more likely some awful person is gonna be a butthead.
I dunno if it's helpful but there's some articles and stuff about cyberbullying here, might have some handy tips or something!
Much on for the rest of your evening?
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BlackcloudSenior Contributor
@Jynx I do realise that youtube has a comment filter section thing where if someone does leave a comment that's rude or whatever, then it gets sent to the approval queue and then its up to the youtuber themselves to see if they wanna check it or not, but if they do check it then yeah they check it to see if they approve the comment or not. I'll attach a link to that here
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JynxModerator
@Blackcloud Oh neat, well I am glad you do get a bit of control. Kinda sucky that you'd still have to expose yourself to the comment in order to block it!
Have you already got thoughts and plans for your next video, or too early yet?
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BlackcloudSenior Contributor
@Jynx @For some reason, I didn’t get an email notification of this reply..strange 🤔
and yes I do have an idea for my next video and I’ve already filmed the videos for that back in December last year as well xD
how are you doing today?
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JynxModerator
@Blackcloud Notification gremlins at it again are they?
Oooo got the creative juices flowing eh? Love it!
How was your weekend?
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BlackcloudSenior Contributor
I hate my life. I feel terrible.
I'm safe don't worry guys. It's just that kind of thought you get when you feel like things are gonna go the way you expect it to be but then when it comes to facing the actual thing, it then ends up not meeting your expectations.
@MissGremlin @rav3n @Jynx
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MissGremlinSenior Contributor
@Blackcloud awww sweet. I'm sorry you are feeling this way. Here if you wanna chat about it or anything. Sending you hugs ❤️
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BlackcloudSenior Contributor
@MissGremlin thank you ❤️
so I made an offer for the other student accoodation i plan to move into on June, and weekly the rent for that is cheaper than the one i currently live in thankfully. however, according to the contract/lease and the owner that I've spoken to regarding the rent, apparently the rent for this one is calculated differently compared to the usual weekly rent x 2 thing that I usually have to pay on my current accomodation.
so apparently, the rent for that one (the new accomodation) is a bit higher than what you expect or thought you need to pay for...thank god its not by a lot or a moderate amount but i still find it ridiculous on how the way the rent here is calculated as. and for this one, you actually need to pay the rent on a monthly basis instead of on a fortnightly basis.. 😕
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MissGremlinSenior Contributor
@Blackcloud oh that's super frustrating. Why can't things just be the same everywhere, would make life alot easier sometimes.
I've never had to deal with student accommodation so I'm not sure how any of it works but it sounds complicated. Paying monthly instead of fortnightly seems odd to me but I guess they have different reasons for the way they work it out.
Hope it all works out for you, I know it can be stressful to deal with. But hopefully once it's sorted that stress won't be so much for you.
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