Life and trauma

@rav3n it was fun to lay on. I have 2 giant build a bears aswell, and they all take up alot of room. There's just no point me keeping stuff if I'm not going to be here anymore.

They have left now so things are back to normal. I've gotten so used to being alone that when people are here it's just all too much.

@rav3n I'd say that I'm hoping the letter will make a difference but I don't even have hope for that. It's like I can't get my hopes up cos I can't handle them being crushed again so it's easier to just think the worst and not be let down.

That's a great idea doing dishes before you eat @Former-Member

We usually do it just before bedtime

@rav3n , @Oaktree , @MJG017

It can be tricky at times for meals @Jynx but if it kept easy and simple it is good

@Shaz51 i just find it easier to wash up the saucepans and other bits before i eat then after it's just the plates/bowls and cutlery.

Ahh that's smart @Former-Member! I have definitely gotten better at the dishes (no more 'oh it just needs to soak!' for four days, resulting in some really stinky pans) but not having a dishwasher is the pits!

@Shaz51 aye that's it hey!! Bangers and mash is my go-to simple meal 😁

@Jynxi do dishes 3-4 times a day. I have to stick to routine otherwise it just gets too chaotic. Well done you for getting better at doing dishes 😊. I've never had a dishwasher, I am the dishwasher 😂.

Ha ha we are the dishwashers too @Former-Member , @Jynx 😊

😁 yep @Jynx

Bangers and mashed and a small about of frozen mixed vegetables

@Jynx I feel like my entire world is crashing down and there's nothing i can do to stop it. Like there's too many pieces to pick up and when I try to pick up one piece it breaks into several pieces, i can't carry them all 😞.

@Former-Member @Shaz51 🤣 three pro dishwashers right here!!

Dishes and laundry tho, it's never ending hey! 😵

@Jynx the adult version of the never-ending story 😂