Anxiety is high

@BlueBay going to be about the same here too.

My day tomorrow will be air con and cricket!

Love that you are creating such wonderful memories with A. It is days like this that she will continue to remember as she gets older.

I decided to go to the catch up of old work colleagues.
not going again.
I didn’t want to be there and all I heard was others details of their amazing holidays.
I hated being there.
@Snowie

now I feel even more depressed

Ohh hugs my sister @BlueBay

Sending you lots of understanding hugs 🫂 🤗

Can you do something nice for you now like a cuppa xx

Sitting with you ❤️

Thanks @Shaz51

It’s 34 deg today. I wanted to go to the beach. But it’s extremely busy down here. So home inside. Might go down late afternoon. Don’t know. Don’t care. I’m in a terrible mood.

can’t even concentrate to read a book. My mind wanders off.

I’m in the foulest mood

sh is so strong right now

what’s the point in been here anymore

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Ohh @BlueBay , sorry you are feeling so bad

Here if you want to talk about anything xx

@holdinghope5 , @tyme @Snowie , @rav3n

Hi dear @BlueBay

Ohh that must have been a hard lunch hon. I totally understand.

Have been there before and told myself I'd never do it again either.

Sitting here with you 💕

Hi @Shaz51 how is your day going?

Hey @BlueBay , how are you today?

Hi @tyme @Snowie @Shaz51 @rav3n

I’m sorry I haven’t been on here for a few days. In my head I thought the moderator was annoyed I was on here. By her question as to what I want from the forum. That’s why I stayed away.

yesterday we went to the beach. My daughter, her partner and little A came down. It was very hot.
today hubby has returned to work 👏👏

I saw my regular GP this morning. We talked about a med that was making me drowsy. I’m yo stop that for now. He thinks the way I’m feeling at the moment that I could have too much serotonin.

I just heard from my psychs rooms. My psych is happy to see me this coming Friday. She received my email with a list of about 20 things that I’m struggling with.

it’s really confusing for me - I’m glad hubby went back to work but at the same time I’m feeling very alone and lonely.