Am Not Coping

Thankyou @Zoe7 😢😢 I have fewer words than normal. It’s really hard. Thankyou for noticing, it means more than you might ever know. ❣️❣️❣️

Thank you @Zoe7 @Anastasia ❤️❤️

Unfortunately this latest lie is a perpetual one that will take some time to undo, and a lot of time $ and effort, but it was clear from this time last year when he removed "the mask" what I was up against, and he sure is being true to form ..... but truth prevails so there is nothing for it but to shoulder this latest round and get on with it - to the side of my life, not front and centre. It's a thorn in the side I have to live with for now.

Noticed too @Maggie 💜🌷💞 .... just short on everything but emojis at the mo.

I really loved to hear you are putting it all to the side and not focussing on it all @Faith-and-Hope That takes great strength and resilience - both of which we all know you for. It does hit hard at times though also so give yourself that space when needed to process it all. He is a real piece of work (but we knew that) - don't let his lies drag you down at all Hon - he will come unstuck because he is trying to make you cave with all of this but obviously does not recognise what we all do ....that you are strong, determined, courageous, persistent and a shining light with so much support in this world. Truth will win out but that road ahead will not be easy. We are with you and will hold you up when you need

@Maggie Definitely did not go unnoticed and I really feel for you Hon. It is both disappointing and sad when we lose that connection so suddenly - especially when it has been such a massive part of our lives - I do get that as it has happened for me before as well. There are so many questions you want answered, so many whys and so much you want to know - and that is incredibly hard. You have the rest of us here to hold you hand though Maggie - little consolation I do know but you matter to us and I think I can speak for many - a guiding light on the forum. Tag me anytime sweetheart - here for you when I can be

To everyone...

Dentist done. It was a recent filling that had come out so there was no charge - which is great because Cat, Toby and my recent own health issues have cost the earth. It was however painful having it re-done without aneasthetic. Thank goodness it did not take long as there was little to do before the new filling was put in place.

I called in to see my parents and sister but my sister and Dad were not back from working the horses so I did not see them. Tobes had a run around with one of their dogs (who he loves) then we headed home.

I am really happy to be home too - very tired today. I am still waiting to hear when Cat's new meds have arrived so will have to go out again at some stage. I also still need to go to the tip but think I will have to leave that until tomorrow.

Love and hugs to all and a hope today has some light in it for everyone.

@Zoe7 💙💙💙😢😢

Rest time sounds like a good idea, glad all went well @Zoe7 💞

Love and hugs @Maggie wasn't sure where to post so here seemed like the right spot. 💞

@Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope 😊😊

Fly-by 👋💕💕💕💕💕💕

@Zoe7 @Anastasia @Maggie @Former-Member @WIP .....

Thanks so much @Former-Member 💜

@Faith-and-Hope @Anastasia @Maggie @Former-Member @WIP Been asleep all afternoon. Layed down for someToby snuggles and have been asleep since. I did need it though.

Cat's tablets have arrived so need to go and pick them up this afternoon. I really don't want to go out again but it is important so I will. I'll take Tobes for a drive to keep me company.

@Zoe7

Lots and lots of love and hugs hon. You have been in my thoughts lots 💕💕