Am Not Coping

love to help you out my sister @Zoe7

depends on the weather , if find , we will have mowing to do inbetween appts

have got someone to do some gardening at mum`s grdens , fingers crossed xxx

Reading, but quiet today.

Hugz @Zoe7 @Shaz51 @Sam3

hugs to you too @Appleblossom

soo much going on at the moment , today is the day for lots of tears , will be ok tomorrow, hoping for some sleep xxxxx

Today is one of those days when I am happy to be home. It wasn't a 'bad' day just long. The kids all seemed a bit ratty today in every class - must be the smoke in the air down here or something - hopefully they will be more settled tomorrow.

I have two different groups for reading tomorrow and need to get organised a bit for that tonight - will do that after dinner. I suspect it will be another early night for me as I feel exhausted today. Usually Mondays I am not as tired but not today

I have cancelled my osych appointment for Wednesday so I just have DBT and pdoc - it was going to be too much for me to go early in the morning before DBT - this way I can rest up a bit more and I don't urgently need to talk about anything this week. My appointments are in for fortnightly but will change them to monthly when I go next. It will work out much better with having pdoc and GP on alternate weeks also now.

Things are okay in my world and having such a supportive workplace has really helped with me not needing so many appointments. Next is working out when is the best time to finish DBT - I may do the next module and then finish but that is something I will talk to all my support team about first.

Going to get dinner organised early, do my planning for tomorrow and then settle in for the night. I hope everyone has had an okay day and if you haven't then there has been at least some good in it.

@Faith-and-Hope @Shaz51 @Appleblossom @Sam3 @Snowie @Sans911 @Teej @CheerBear @MDT @TAB @eth @Former-Member @Former-Member @Maggie and all following along...

Hi @Zoe7 Sounds like you are getting things in place to have a routine that doesn't crowd you too much and allows for some down time here and there. I'm trying to do likewise. With all the new things I've taken on my admin jobs here at home are stacking up. Every time I think I'll get them done it turns out I need some me time not doing anything. Will try again tomorrow morning.

Nice to follow along here and keep up with what's going on for you. I'm not on here every morning now like I was for ages, so I like your updates.

Keep well xx

@eth @MDT I actually enjoy coming home and writing the updates - it is like a closure on the day for me before a new one starts the next day. Glad also that you are enjoying the updates - I do find there is a lot in my life right now worth celebrating and work is the primary source of enjoying life to a greater extent. It is so good feeling worthwhile in the role I am doing and not feeling worthless as I did in the previous school - so it is all positive even though today was long.

@eth I get that with paperwork too - it piles up if I don't get onto it straight away - but tomorrow is another day and sometimes we just need to have that space for ourselves too.

@MDT Jung is heavy going but you have never taken a backward step from 'heavy' - impressed that you are reading something that you can relate to your own life as well.

thanks for the tag and update @Zoe7 yes wary of smell of smoke re fires theres been a few around here lately

That is ironic @MDT but glad you are getting something out of it

@TAB Fires have flared up in Tassie again too but nowhere near as bad as they were or are in other parts of the country - fingers crossed it stays that way here.