Am Not Coping

@BlueBay I am a dainty little flutterby (not in real life but the imaginary one on your shoulder can be lol)

My wings are a colourful explosion of turquoise, bottle green and black - with sparks of yellow, red, purple and blue. As the sun finds my wings the light from within then shines brighter than the day and covers you in healing waves of happiness. You feel the power of a friend holding you up, giving you strength and encompassing your whole being with joy and a light of your own.

I bet that makes your cry also @BlueBay lol

Sounds fabulous @Zoe7 you can never have too much purple 😝💜💜💜. Please excuse above story if not helpful. Really just ranting because you gave me permission 😄

And i do love it @Zoe7. My existing corner that is but I'm so greedy. Purple is my calm so it would be nice to have Teej calm too and then Zoe creation. Pretty sure I'll be ordering the whole place to be decorated soon 😝😘

@Former-Member I love your verbal cr*p lol - ranting permission GRANTED - and you made me laugh re: the matress

You might want to stay away from @Phoenix_Rising's corner - she's very protective - and she will draw funny faces on you with permanent marker when you are asleep - does improve ones look lol but really difficult to remove!

@Faith-and-Hope I am a part-time vegetarian too - only because meat is so expensive!!!!!!!!

I had baked beans on toast for brunch - too tired to get anything else prepared. Defintiely not hungry now - but getting tired again. Why is it that it's so easy to feel so down with such small things????????

@BlueBay ..and Toby is right where he always is...laying right next to me I love that little fluffball starting to tear up now...thank goodness I have him

@Zoe7 @Phoenix_Rising also been meaning to say sorry I dropped out of Friday feast last night but appreciated your attempts to bring me in. The pizza did look tempting. I had stuff on my mind and couldn't stay on the feast thread.

Just a step to the left there but it's been on my mind, now I can tick that box.

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You're carrying a whole lot of emotional baggage around with you as saddle-bags @Zoe7 ..... your therapist and dr (your teachers) will teach you how to unbipuckle them when they are too heavy and rest yourself from them awhile .... but for now they are making you very tired, so just ignore that they are there as much as possible, and just rest when you feel tired without piling any guilt into a basket on top of your head as well .... that stuff is roooly heavy .....

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Back to our stories .... can I have a @Zoe7 butterfly for my shoulder too ...... pleeeeease ?

Hey @Zoe7 youve got this. I've managed to bring myself back from hell today. I know you can too. I had to have a distraction to do it too. Luckily S1 gave it to me. I had to drive him to get a new phone for hm. It helped heaps, I was just starting to fall. Today's meant to be my good day so I'm pushing for it to be that way. 💜🤗

No need to worry about stepping away @Former-Member I have to be honest - I was so tired I can't even remember who else was at Friday Feast - keep seeing the image of @NikNik drowning in the Nutella - and trying to stay away from @Phoenix_Rising so she didn't shave my eyebrows!!!!

@Faith-and-Hope you certainly can have a butterfly also... I will change into a rainbow coloured flutterby as I fly to your shoulder - the light that surrounds you will be a beautiful deep pink and it will warm your heart and hold your hands as you walk the many paths you have to navigate.

😊💗💕🌷💐❣ ..... feeling warm and fuzzy at the thought @Zoe7 ..... 💋

Have to dash out for an hour or so .... I jp know I'm leaving you in great company that will probably have you in fits of giggles before I come back .....

And hide that Nutella jar before WH sees it ..... ❣