I Don't Know!

Hey @Trickster ,

Sorry to hear things have been tough and you are navigating the ups and downs of ER.

I hope they find out what's been going on soon. It's hard being left up in the air and not knowing what the issue is.

@tymeI'm home awaiting results/waiting to go to an appointment tomorrow to get more results, I'm essentially just waiting and that's painful because in the mean time I hurt people today and myself and I have no answer for them or myself.

Hope it goes okay for you @Trickster

I don't really 'get it', but that's okay. I just want you to know you aren't sitting alone in this.

It was so great to have you in the Peer Group Chat tonight 🙂

Hi @Trickster

I hope you cant get some answers soon. The unknowns can be so difficult to deal with. The waiting for results is also no fun. I've done my fair share of both the past couple of years so I have my fingers crossed for you that the results are good, or at least nothing too serious. The best of luck to you. Let us know how you get on.

Hi @Trickster

I just wanted to check in today and see if you've been able to gain any answers from your appointment?

Not knowing whats going on in your own body can be so hard and frustrating. I hope you get the answers that you need today so these things can be treated for you.

I hope that its nothing super serious and that you are feeling better soon. 💙

Warm regards

SkySeeker22

Hey @Trickster,

I'm sorry to see that you're going through a difficult time right now regarding your health. I hope that you have some clear answers soon and that things start to improve.

How did your appointment go today?

Hope to hear from you soon, take care 🧡

Thank you everyone, it's a long wait, this appointment was for a CT with contrast first time, unique.

After so much time in hospital settings and annoyed at my body for changing things up and that the hospitals still feel routine and predictable it was kinda nice to feel something new, it gave me hope like something might be referred and something might come back with an answer.

I enaacted some safety plan elements with the help of my partner just for safety just because yesterday I wasn't as good so I feel safer and some of the intrusive thoughts came back today so better safe than very very sorry

I'm going to keep moving forward, but stepping back from some responsibilities in my life so I don't undo my hard work but I know it's ok if I take steps backwards. Because I took so many strides this year.

Great to hear from you today @Trickster 🙂

I'm glad to hear you are taking proactive steps to move forward.

Any plans for the weekend?

@tymea lot of sleepless rest and a lot of restless sleep. Maybe some restful sleep if I'm lucky, the only good thing about pure exhaustion ☺️