TranquillitySenior Contributor
Therapist/clinical psychologist
Hi All,
I'm interested if anyone knows of a good clinical psychologist in the Sydney NW region.
I have a schizophrenia diagnosis and hear incessant horrific and tormenting messages about rape, murder, suicide, cancer, future nuclear war, the devil/satan, demons, along with accusations of being in some way guilty of these horrific things or prognostications about such horrors in the future, along with predictions about going to eternal hell and theological pronouncements about the nature of justice and ultimate justice, from voices in my head, 24/7. God knows how all this nasty horrifying rubbish got into my head! But it's certainly not my normal stream of conscious thought, which is usually about very mundane things like going to the shops or what my next work task is or what I'll do on the weekend etc...
I get some relief from music and social situations. For the first two to three years I was very scared and was medicated for lengthy periods. But I don't wish to live on antipsychotics because of the side effects and long term health risks.
Anyway, I'm trying to see what other things I could do to improve my situation without going back on medication. I thought I might see a clinical psychologist and see what kinds of suggested actions, if any, could help. I don't particularly want to see a psychiatrist, unless there were to be a new therapy that did not involve medication, long term medication. They do tend to only deal in medication.
Anyway, in spite of the horrific messages and personal accusations, I'm fairing pretty well these days. I'm no longer scared, which was the main trouble for a long while.
But I'm willing to try other approaches to try to beat this horrid illness. So, I'm interested to know what's out there and if other voice sufferers have had good success with anything? In this regard, I'm interested to know if there are any good clinical psychologists or therapists with a lot of experience in this area?
Anyway, thanks for any suggestions and I wish everyone in a similar situation relief and healing.