Hi Matt, I was interested in the topic 'money' as it is an area that freaks me out, as it does most people Ithink. However, money seems to be secondary to your overall mood, please pay attention to the moderators and seek help.
I dont know if you are a book reader but there is a brilliant little litany from 'Dune'
I must not fear
fear is the mind killer
fear is the little death that brings total obliteration
I will face my fear
I will permit it to pass over me and through me
And when it is gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.Only I will remain.
I hope this may help you.