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MarronButterFlySenior Contributor
I am so done right now with everything
my father hates me and yelled at me and now I i feel like I don’t deserve to be alive and that if I died then everyone would be better off with out me but then I also feel guilty for feeling this way
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
I'm so sorry to hear, @MarronButterFly 😢
They would definitely not be better off without you.
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SnowieSenior Contributor
Hi @MarronButterFly
Totally understand what you are going through. Like you I would rather not be here, but then the guilt sets in.
Have you got any professional supports?
Please remember you are not alone. Are here to listen and support.
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Ru-beeModerator
Hi @MarronButterFly how are you feeling this morning?
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
hello and hugs @MarronButterFly
sitting with you and thinking of you
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MJG017Senior Contributor
@MarronButterFlyI know what it's like to have a poor relationship with a parent, but please don't think this means you don't deserve to live or that it is even your fault. Maybe talk to one of the counseling phone services to help you through this if you don't have much support at home. Also remember, things aren't always going to be as bad as they are right now. I don't know why your father yelled at you, but sometimes it's because people have their own issues and frustrations and can lash out at those around them. It's not a good position to be in when it's directed at you, but it certainly doesn't mean it's your fault.
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MarronButterFlySenior Contributor
@MJG017 it feels like my fault though I should be better
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MarronButterFlySenior Contributor
@NatureLover they would be a whole lot happier that’s for sure
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MarronButterFlySenior Contributor
@Snowie @No I don’t
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MarronButterFlySenior Contributor
@Ru-bee Still the same
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MarronButterFlySenior Contributor
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