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Red's house

Red's house

Hi, I haven't been here consistently for a little while. Shutting myself off felt safer. I was formed after being suicidal last month. I needed to remove myself from online worlds for my safety and that of others. I'm doing better now, I'm just stressed out.

I enrolled myself to full time study at tafe in a few weeks. Getting that all done pushed me to my limits. But im looking forward. I have dreams. I have hopes. I have desires.

I want to pursue my business and my art talents. I will be doing a cert iv in business to give myself the skills to thrive in this. I want to have a future, which is great but scary. It gives the opportunity for failure. But also success. I got this.

Breathe, Red, breathe, create you're safe place. This thread I'll be hanging out more and try not to be too down or hard for myself. If anyone wants to hang out at my place they are always welcome.

There's always tea and coffee, with biscuits if desired. In this winter the fire is on and we can Chillax

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@tyme thank you.

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I wish I could just leave my past behind me. Forget everything.

I wish things being different now meant I could let it go.

I'm tired of it. I'm tired of me.

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You're not alone in feeling this way my friend. I used to want an eraser to 'wipe out' my brain. Seriously.. not even in a joking way. I was so adament on doing this!

But in realiaty, both you and I know that we can't really do this.

Hence, how can we support you to grow and move on from this? It doesn't mean that we disregard your pain or anything. But how can we work and walk together through your journey in a way that helps you at this time? @The-red-centaur

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Hey @The-red-centaur ,

How are you my friend?

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Hey @tyme I'm finding today hard.

It's a family members birthday today. It's mine next week.

Too much trauma with april. My mind wanders. It's hard to keep focussed.

I'm also really tired because I've just started soccer training.

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@The-red-centaur hi sweetheart i am going to change pea's name. i will let you know the name once approved.xx

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@Bunniekins hugs.

I see you've been struggling. Hope you'll get through this.

I know we don't talk like we did years ago. I think of you sometimes. You were often there for me. I appreciated it so much. Take care

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@The-red-centaur i will always be there for you. xx

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@Bunniekins and I for you 🙂

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@The-red-centaurthis is me sweetheart x

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