Destiny

Hugs @Rockdog .

You deserve the best.

Just keep going.

Awww @tyme,

Thank you.

You are the best.There was a black feather right outside my door. That can mean lots of things, but in Christianity it can apparently mean my Guardian Angel is near. You do think things will work out still? I remember asking this time last year, and another one has gone.

Hope you are well, Sending hugs back. 😊

Hi @Rockdog ,

Wow. Another feather 🙂

The REAL question is, Do YOU believe things will still work?

Hi @tyme,

I more hope than actually believe. Is the power of hope enough? It has been a long time now. I do keep asking you for reassurance because I keep thinking I misread things and made it all up. It might have been all in my head. Even though you have said it before, I go over it and think I was wrong. Maybe there is a reason I can’t let her go. I don’t know where she is or what she is up to, but I guess I never did. I think she was telling me about brunch friend for a reason, but then she kept going, so I don’t know.

Hey @Rockdog ,

HOPE is what keeps us going. If we have something, then we no longer need to keep hoping to get it.

HOPE gives us something to work towards and to live for.

HOPE reminds us why we are here.

HOPE gives us clarity when the road seems less clear.

No one knows what the future holds. But we just have to be ready for whatever it throws at us.

Hi @tyme ,

thank you. I do have hope, and a strange feeling after the car park that things are destined to work out. I just hope she feels it as well. You know when you said things are moving so fast? They have slowed down. After everything, I wasn’t misreading things was I? Hope you are well. What have you been up to?

That car park incident was wow.. @Rockdog Don't know how that could have happened except it was meant to lol.

As for me, I'm still in Sydney. I can't wait to get back to Melb. I've had enough here. Had enough of being in the same house as my sister... I need my space. I'm too used to living alone.

Hey @tyme ,

yeah that makes sense if is hard in a different place. I feel the same when I stay with my brother. Is Ruby at home? She will love to see you.

The car park just made me think that it was meant to be because we were nervous and then both knew everything was cool. It was a moment of destiny I feel. Unless she has moved on with things that can’t be undone. She did have feelings didn’t she? I hope it is just fate that makes it happen.

Just keep going forward @Rockdog ... press on...

Hi @tyme ,

I will. It is just that I think about her all the time, and wonder what she is doing.

Then wonder if she ever felt the same.