StoutSenior Contributor
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Edge of insanity: for real
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StoutSenior Contributor
Re: Edge of insanity: for real
I'm so angry and disappointed.
We held out for as long as we could but it's all been in vain. The cunning enemy set this, as I did for see. Quick to make destruction, eternally await the restitution.
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Ru-beeModerator
Re: Edge of insanity: for real
Hi @Stout I'm sorry to hear that there hasn't been any positive updates on your housing situation. It's understandable that you'd be feeling this anger and disappointment given all the work you and your support workers have put in.
I'm glad you're able to reach out here and express these feelings, but I also see that you've said you feel that maybe you shouldn't be posting on here. I just want to encourage you to listen to yourself if you're feeling that right now isn't the best time for you to post, and to take a break if you need it
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StoutSenior Contributor
Re: Edge of insanity: for real
Hey @Ru-bee , thanks.
My support workers are truly the best. I keep my ears to the ground, and truly they poor theirs hearts into it. It's a pity I had to make a tactical retreat from supports two years ago. I am rapidly depleting the stockpile.
The counciling has been profound and efficient. But when my is against the wall (like now) other strengths take over. I hate that. Get taunted etal. Honestly I don't want to give up the network I have built, nor the professional and dedicated SWs I have. Leaving them could be a backward step.
When I first arrived I got to very like muchly my gorgeous support worker. It was a thing. Petty jealousies among (services) etal took care of that.
It hurt immensely. Plus I had the depot psychosis at the time, which I didn't know I was suffering from.
💓
SI
Seige
SI
Etc
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Ru-beeModerator
Re: Edge of insanity: for real
I really hope that you are able to keep going with these supports @Stout
It's so important to have a good network that you can trust and it sounds as though you have that currently.
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StoutSenior Contributor
Re: Edge of insanity: for real
On the eve of global conflict I feel I shouldn't be silent. I've been spatially Manhunted for a long period.
This 👮 is supposed to serve this 👑, but instead it's doing this 🪡 with this⚖️, it's doing this 🎲. And I know why, it's this💪
Sincerely
👁️🗨️
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StoutSenior Contributor
Re: Edge of insanity: for real
On Sex and Sexuality.
I've been the victim of master manipulator males on more than one occasion. For these provocotuers the worm is turning, albeit slowly.
That's why we have DV etc.
It's all about machismo and property, or the concept of ownership.
If I can't have her, no one can.
The philosophy of my two prime enemies.
You know who you are.
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StoutSenior Contributor
Re: Edge of insanity: for real
Purpose: mass indoctrination cause erictile dysphoria by proxy cause: cop elation by proxy. Euphoria by proxy. Elation by prosecution. Means O my credulous God's. OMCG 🖤