Hey @BPDSurvivor , thanks for the reply.
Our school has a new principal who is making changes without adequately consulting staff, so a lot of people are unhappy at the moment. We have a workforce planning document out for feedback at the moment, too.
The start of daylight savings has also been a challenge for me - I wasn't feeling sleepy at my usual bed time. I've been using the Headspace app to get to sleep. Have you tried it? It's usually a paid app, but Australian educators can get it for free. You just need to upload your staff ID for verification: https://www.headspace.com/educators
I use the sleep music, and if I'm still awake, sometimes I use the guided meditations for extra help. These have been very effective for me!
I've started a new medication for anxiety - the first few days I had terrible side effects, although I'm starting to feel the benefits already. I feel lighter and more optimistic. It's like a pervasive feeling of self-kindness, which makes me think that my anxiety was leading to self-criticism and judgement. I need to double the dose tomorrow, hopefully the side effects won't be as bad this time around.
Two years ago I was feeling quite disillusioned about my teaching job - so much that I applied and got into a uni course for a different career. I ended up changing schools last minute, and the change of setting made a world of difference for me. The people you work under can make so much difference! In the end, I let the uni offer lapse because I wanted to give teaching another go before I left. Now I'm happy to keep teaching for the time being. If you feel burnt out or unhappy, do consider some leave or moving schools, before you leave the profession altogether. If you're like me, it took a lot of hard work for you to establish yourself as a teacher in the first place!